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Girls Talk : Marriage
Assalamualaikum wbt...
It's girls talk. Or ladies, I supposed, hee. I know. Because boys don't really talk about all these stuffs : MARRIAGE.
To have a perfect marriage is every girls' dream. Everybody's dream. Doesn't matter how each person would describe that 'perfect' marriage.
At the age of 19, talking about marriage is a typical thing. It doesn't sounds awkward anymore. It doesn't even seem rare. Everyone wants it, and so they talk about it. Don't you think?
I watched wedding videos on youtube.
I felt 'awwwww...sweet' when the groom successfully pronounce :" Aku terima nikahnya........ tunai!" and the bride's tears of joy rolling down her cheek.
I read all those books, articles and words regarding early marriage, life after marriage,and so on.
I went to ceramah regarding love and all those relating stuffs.
I even have friends who are already married, and have their own child, and seeing the happy face when they are around with their husband and kids, really, really, really, make me envy!
All of these marriage stuffs going around, somehow had really influenced me, or a simpler word : PSYCHO! Seriously!
There's one old man said this to me ( and my friends at that time) :
"Jangan kahwin dulu ye!Belajar bagi habis dulu, kerja bagus-bagus, cari duit, tolong mak bapak dulu, baru kahwin."
Hah! Felt like somebody had just slapped me right on my face at that time.
Back to the reality.
Marriage. Talking about it was sooooo easy. But life after it? We can never predict. One thing for sure, it is not easy as we thought.
Well, we all want one, don't we?
But I always calm myself down and say: " Be patient, the time will come. Insya Allah."
Ummi has always remind me too.
So, let's just be positive. With yourself, with the fate, with Allah.
We have the power of du'a. Use it!
Insecurity and curiosity will be there, and it's hard to get rid them of them.
Just smile and do not worry a thing.
If it's meant to be, it will be.
It's girls talk. Or ladies, I supposed, hee. I know. Because boys don't really talk about all these stuffs : MARRIAGE.
To have a perfect marriage is every girls' dream. Everybody's dream. Doesn't matter how each person would describe that 'perfect' marriage.
At the age of 19, talking about marriage is a typical thing. It doesn't sounds awkward anymore. It doesn't even seem rare. Everyone wants it, and so they talk about it. Don't you think?
I watched wedding videos on youtube.
I felt 'awwwww...sweet' when the groom successfully pronounce :" Aku terima nikahnya........ tunai!" and the bride's tears of joy rolling down her cheek.
I read all those books, articles and words regarding early marriage, life after marriage,and so on.
I went to ceramah regarding love and all those relating stuffs.
I even have friends who are already married, and have their own child, and seeing the happy face when they are around with their husband and kids, really, really, really, make me envy!
All of these marriage stuffs going around, somehow had really influenced me, or a simpler word : PSYCHO! Seriously!
There's one old man said this to me ( and my friends at that time) :
"Jangan kahwin dulu ye!Belajar bagi habis dulu, kerja bagus-bagus, cari duit, tolong mak bapak dulu, baru kahwin."
Hah! Felt like somebody had just slapped me right on my face at that time.
Back to the reality.
Marriage. Talking about it was sooooo easy. But life after it? We can never predict. One thing for sure, it is not easy as we thought.
Well, we all want one, don't we?
But I always calm myself down and say: " Be patient, the time will come. Insya Allah."
Ummi has always remind me too.
So, let's just be positive. With yourself, with the fate, with Allah.
We have the power of du'a. Use it!
Insecurity and curiosity will be there, and it's hard to get rid them of them.
Just smile and do not worry a thing.
If it's meant to be, it will be.
Extraordinary Ventures!
Assalamualaikum wbt
I'm in the middle of mid semester break and is looking forward for a met-up with Marina together with our siblings. "Sisters day out" perhaps? Hahah
Right after this one week short holiday, it is already the 10th week of the semester. And so then, I'll have only 4 weeks left before the final exam. Since the final exam is around the corner, as usual, students are loaded with lots and lots of assignments, no to forget, presentations all to be done within that 4 week time. Blerrgghh. -______________-
Anyway, last Wednesday marked the end of our Food Preparation Practical Class, or in simpler words that we always use ------- " Lab Kitchen". Well, we were supposed to have another class after the holiday before we ended it, but our lecturer decided to merge the last two classes into one. So right after this holiday is our 'hands-on' final exam where we will need to prepare dishes to be served to the guests, right from the Appetizer, Soup, Main Course, until Dessert.
Time flies so fast, we have finally reached the final class and yes, it sadden us a bit. Of all the classes, this is one of my favourite because we got the chance to cook and bring back all the dishes that we have prepared. MAKAN! Who doesn't love to eat? Heeee... but of course, you got to face the bitterness before you got to taste the sweetness. Reward after hardships. Cooking is so far....... EXHAUSTING. Seriously. It is fun, but very tiring. The class started around 9.15 am and usually ended about 6 hours later. But our last class took almost 9 hours before it ended and we reached our college at almost 6.30 pm, or more!!
From being a noob about cooking, and now... emm.. I'm not gonna say expert,hahah, but much better than the beginning of the semester. Besides the cooking techniques, we also had learnt some culinary terms in which most of it are originated from French words. Mise-en-place, batonnet cut, julienne, al dente, blanch, sautee and many more. :D
9 classes all together and this is the results :
I'm in the middle of mid semester break and is looking forward for a met-up with Marina together with our siblings. "Sisters day out" perhaps? Hahah
Right after this one week short holiday, it is already the 10th week of the semester. And so then, I'll have only 4 weeks left before the final exam. Since the final exam is around the corner, as usual, students are loaded with lots and lots of assignments, no to forget, presentations all to be done within that 4 week time. Blerrgghh. -______________-
Anyway, last Wednesday marked the end of our Food Preparation Practical Class, or in simpler words that we always use ------- " Lab Kitchen". Well, we were supposed to have another class after the holiday before we ended it, but our lecturer decided to merge the last two classes into one. So right after this holiday is our 'hands-on' final exam where we will need to prepare dishes to be served to the guests, right from the Appetizer, Soup, Main Course, until Dessert.
Time flies so fast, we have finally reached the final class and yes, it sadden us a bit. Of all the classes, this is one of my favourite because we got the chance to cook and bring back all the dishes that we have prepared. MAKAN! Who doesn't love to eat? Heeee... but of course, you got to face the bitterness before you got to taste the sweetness. Reward after hardships. Cooking is so far....... EXHAUSTING. Seriously. It is fun, but very tiring. The class started around 9.15 am and usually ended about 6 hours later. But our last class took almost 9 hours before it ended and we reached our college at almost 6.30 pm, or more!!
From being a noob about cooking, and now... emm.. I'm not gonna say expert,hahah, but much better than the beginning of the semester. Besides the cooking techniques, we also had learnt some culinary terms in which most of it are originated from French words. Mise-en-place, batonnet cut, julienne, al dente, blanch, sautee and many more. :D
9 classes all together and this is the results :
Seeing all of the pictures above and I can't believe that we made all of it by ourselves. Heheh
But the best thing yet, the coursemates, especially my group members.
I don't regret taking this course. I learn a lot. If any circumstances come along the road of my journey here, I'll face it with strong heart. Insya Allah.
Alhamdulillah for all of these :)
Khilaf
Maaf, Maaf.
Itu khilaf saya.
Sesuatu yang saya sudah terlepas pandang.
Mengambil pandangan secara bulat.
Tanpa menyelidik dengan lebih mendalam.
Ampuni aku Ya Allah
Ampuni aku Ya Allah
Ampuni aku Ya Allah
Hectic Life. Urrgghh!
Assalamualaikum wbt
Bersyukur berada di rumah, tapi nampaknya hajat tak kesampaian dengan sepenuhnya. Balik rumah sebenarnya nak rehat secukup-cukupnya sebab kehidupan selama lebih sebulan dekat UPM sangat sangat sangat penat! Tidur tak cukup, tergesa-gesa siapkan kerja, dengan aktiviti-aktiviti sampingan yang lain, ini betul-betul menguji fizikal, and mental too! If waktu asasi dulu boleh nak keluar berjalan sana-sini, masuk degree tak ada peluang langsung. Ada pun sekali dua je Nini curi-curi masa nak jumpa kawan, nak stay away sekejap dari hectic life. Urrgghh!
So looks like life at home is almost the same like in college. Works are as usual. I still got tons of things lining up, waiting for me to get it done in a very short time. Most of it are to be submitted by this week. Harap dapatlah nak siapkan semuanya. So here we go, some of the things that need to be done :
- Business Plan MGM 3180
- Laporan meeting kelab
- Surat permohonan berniaga ( to be submitted to Prof Mahiran)
- Pembentangan menu jualan Karnival Keusahawanan BAKSIS
- Question and Answers ( Lab Microb )
- Lab Kitchen report
- Slides presentation (TITAS)
- Laporan Survey BAKSIS
These are to be done by this week or next week, or else, DIE!
emm,ada lagi ke? Okee, wallahuallam kalau tiba-tiba lecturer nak tambah benda lain pulak.
Anyway, sangat rindu zaman asasi. Tak sesibuk macamni pun. Kalau pun 'sibuk', itu semua sebab kerja yang tertangguh,eheh! Tapi sekarang nak menangguh, memang habislah. memang tak tidur la kalau macamtu. Walau apa pun, Nini kena terima hakikat, zaman asasi dah berlalu. Cabar diri! Ini kehidupan yang baru. Haih, kalau tahu begini susahnya, dari dulu lagi dah tukar mindset, sebab dulu beriya excited nak masuk universiti. Best sangat la kononnya.
Nevermind Nini...
Stay strong. Struggle. 加油!
Letak pengharapan dan minta bantuan sepenuhnya pada Allah, insya Allah dipermudahkan nanti :)
GO NINI GO!
Bersyukur berada di rumah, tapi nampaknya hajat tak kesampaian dengan sepenuhnya. Balik rumah sebenarnya nak rehat secukup-cukupnya sebab kehidupan selama lebih sebulan dekat UPM sangat sangat sangat penat! Tidur tak cukup, tergesa-gesa siapkan kerja, dengan aktiviti-aktiviti sampingan yang lain, ini betul-betul menguji fizikal, and mental too! If waktu asasi dulu boleh nak keluar berjalan sana-sini, masuk degree tak ada peluang langsung. Ada pun sekali dua je Nini curi-curi masa nak jumpa kawan, nak stay away sekejap dari hectic life. Urrgghh!
So looks like life at home is almost the same like in college. Works are as usual. I still got tons of things lining up, waiting for me to get it done in a very short time. Most of it are to be submitted by this week. Harap dapatlah nak siapkan semuanya. So here we go, some of the things that need to be done :
- Business Plan MGM 3180
- Laporan meeting kelab
- Surat permohonan berniaga ( to be submitted to Prof Mahiran)
- Pembentangan menu jualan Karnival Keusahawanan BAKSIS
- Question and Answers ( Lab Microb )
- Lab Kitchen report
- Slides presentation (TITAS)
- Laporan Survey BAKSIS
These are to be done by this week or next week, or else, DIE!
emm,ada lagi ke? Okee, wallahuallam kalau tiba-tiba lecturer nak tambah benda lain pulak.
Anyway, sangat rindu zaman asasi. Tak sesibuk macamni pun. Kalau pun 'sibuk', itu semua sebab kerja yang tertangguh,eheh! Tapi sekarang nak menangguh, memang habislah. memang tak tidur la kalau macamtu. Walau apa pun, Nini kena terima hakikat, zaman asasi dah berlalu. Cabar diri! Ini kehidupan yang baru. Haih, kalau tahu begini susahnya, dari dulu lagi dah tukar mindset, sebab dulu beriya excited nak masuk universiti. Best sangat la kononnya.
Nevermind Nini...
Stay strong. Struggle. 加油!
Letak pengharapan dan minta bantuan sepenuhnya pada Allah, insya Allah dipermudahkan nanti :)
GO NINI GO!
Be Grateful While You Can
Assalamualaikum wbt...
Hectic as always. This is life...
Since the last few days, I've been having a really bad cough. Eventually, I lost my voice due to this and it really, really put me into suffer. I was not able to speak like usual, I wasn't even able to chat with my friends where I usually talk a lot!
While I was so upset with my voice, I was thinking about the reasons Allah put me in this kind of situation because there must be. At least, ONE REASON!
Then, somehow, I've been thinking about those who can't speak at all. The disabled people. The special people who can only communicate by using sign languages.
"So it's true then?"
"What?"
The fact that...
People are only grateful with 'what-they-have' when 'what-they-have' already lost.
I'd only lost my voice for 3 days and it is awful. :(
So I was thinking about those who can never be able to speak. How do they feel when they see the people who are at the same age speak in front of them and they can't reply the conversation with the voice that they was supposed to have. How do they feel when other can scream as much as they want while they can't? How do they feel when other people can sing loudly whenever they want it, but they can't?
Thus, this is what I've learnt :
To appreciate things and be grateful with what I have as much as I can.
Now I have the chance to get my voice back, I'll take a good care of it. Heheh
Because what if I can't? Forever and ever?
Ponder.
Hectic as always. This is life...
Since the last few days, I've been having a really bad cough. Eventually, I lost my voice due to this and it really, really put me into suffer. I was not able to speak like usual, I wasn't even able to chat with my friends where I usually talk a lot!
While I was so upset with my voice, I was thinking about the reasons Allah put me in this kind of situation because there must be. At least, ONE REASON!
Then, somehow, I've been thinking about those who can't speak at all. The disabled people. The special people who can only communicate by using sign languages.
"So it's true then?"
"What?"
The fact that...
People are only grateful with 'what-they-have' when 'what-they-have' already lost.
I'd only lost my voice for 3 days and it is awful. :(
So I was thinking about those who can never be able to speak. How do they feel when they see the people who are at the same age speak in front of them and they can't reply the conversation with the voice that they was supposed to have. How do they feel when other can scream as much as they want while they can't? How do they feel when other people can sing loudly whenever they want it, but they can't?
Thus, this is what I've learnt :
To appreciate things and be grateful with what I have as much as I can.
Now I have the chance to get my voice back, I'll take a good care of it. Heheh
Because what if I can't? Forever and ever?
Ponder.
Dua Minggu Pertama
Assalamualaikum wbt...
3/9/2012 - 15/9/2012
# Bersiap pada awal pagi Isnin untuk test JPJ kali ke-2, at the same time, double-checking all the items to be brought to UPM. Of course, nervous yang tidak terhingga disebabkan terlampau risau samada Nini dapat lulus atau tak kali ni. And Alhamdulillah, I passed! So right after test, terus balik rumah and bersiap untuk pendaftaran pula. Sememangnya ia mendamaikan hati yang gelisah dan resah disebabkan JPJ test nih! :D
# Selamat mendaftarkan diri di Kolej Kelima UPM tengaharinya. Sampai-sampai depan bilik, tengok pintu, pandang atas, tertera jelas nama : Fasihah Shamsuddin. Oh!Oh!Oh! Mache sama bilik dengan Nini!!!! Oh lupa, dia ni sekelas dengan Nini sepanjang asasi. Panggilan 'Mache' melekat sejak asasi sebab dia asal dari Machang, Kelantan. Hihihi
#Terlepas Majlis Ikrar sebab tak sangka majlis tu dibuat pada hari Isnin tu jugak. Beriya je beli baju putih kain hitam. Heh!
#Sedang orang lain dah sibuk dengan cheer kolej masing-masing, Nini baru terkial-kial nak belajar dan orientasi Nini dengan rasminya bermula pada malam Isnin tu sedangkan orang lain dah mula hari Sabtu/ Ahad. Malam pertama tu jugaklah dah kena marah dengan senior disebabkan tak cheer bersungguh-sungguh waktu kat dewan. Baik, sila kecualikan Nini sebab Nini baru sampai tengahari tu. Hahah
#2-3 hari terawal di sana, things get very very emotional bagi Nini. Ye, Nini rindu kolej 13. Nini rindu kawan-kawan ASPer. Nini rindu kuliah 3. Nini rindu semua yang rapat dengan Nini. Nini rindu semua kenangan dengan mereka. Nini jadi tak biasa dengan orang-orang baru, suasana yang baru, walaupun sudah setahun di UPM. It seemed so hard for me although I've tried my best to cope with it. Terasa asing. Silap Nini juga kerana Nini datang semula ke UPM dengan niat yang salah : kembali semata-mata untuk berjumpa dengan MEREKA, sedangkan sepatutnya niat Nini adalah untuk belajar dengan baik, kenal kawan-kawan baru. Nini ingat jumpa mereka dapat ubat rindu Nini, tapi ternyata tidak. It worsen my feelings, and I missed them even more.
#Seminggu orientasi penuh dengan aktiviti-aktiviti kolej yang fasilitator dah aturkan. Tambah pula dengan macam-macam taklimat dan ceramah dekat Dewan Besar. Balik bilik pukul 2 lebih tu standard lah kan. Tapi penat tu memang amat terasa. Jadi bila dah habis dengan sepenuhnya orientasi pada hari Sabtu sangatlah melegakan! Fuh!
#Menjadi MC pada Majlis Makan Malam Tautan Kasih Kolej Kelima dengan another MC, which is my partner, Paul. Ini secara rasminya kali pertamalah sebab sebelum ni sekadar MC untuk majlis-majlis ringkas. Itupun zaman sekolah lerr! Menggigil kot waktu awal-awal naik pentas, but Alhamdulillah, hampir semuanya berjalan lancar. The end of majlis was quite hambar (harus diakui) but the seniors are sporting enough untuk hidupkan balik majlis tu and it ended with salam-bersalaman, which turned out to be very emotional moments for some of the students (girls of course).
#Hari Ahad tu pulak, kitorang ramai-ramai berkumpul gerak ke Melaka untuk hadir wedding abangnya Irfan. Sayangnya Tikah tak dapat ikut sebab belum habis lagi orientasi. Tak apa Tikah, ada rezeki, lain kali kita keluar sama lagi ye. So pagi around 9am Lina dengan Najie dah gerak pergi ambil dua kereta sewa Myvi untuk sumbat 11 of us! Bayangkan kesempitannya. Balik dari Melaka terus gerak ke Keramat, KL untuk open house Aiman Khalis pula. An exhausting day obviously, dengan macam-macam yang berlaku sepanjang perjalanan, but fun and enjoyable at the same time since we gathered all for the first time lepas 4 bulan habis asasi.
#Sepanjang seminggu ulang alik dewan-kolej-dewan-kolej, kesempatan ini diambil dengan misi mencari dan berjumpa dengan ex-classmates, lagi-lagi yang rapat dengan Nini. Excited! Excited! Excited! Gembiranya, sebaknya, seronoknya Nini hanya Allah sahaja yang tahu. Jumpa diorang je terus lambai-lambai,salam peluk cium lah semua, heheh. Rasa macam tak nak lepas je. Orang sekeliling yang tak tahu mesti akan pandang pelik. Boleh nampak sebenarnya kelompok-kelompok ASPer ni sepanjang kat dewan. Pada orang yang tak tahu, atau mungkin juga yang tahu, mungkin ada yang akan cakap, "Apelaa, macamla lepas ni tak dapat nak jumpa". Mungkinlaaaa.
#After a week, kuliah officially started walaupun masih ada beberapa masalah lagi waktu tu dengan pendaftaran dan pengecualian subjek, tapi few days after that, Alhamdulillah, semuanya selesai. Pengecualian dah pun diluluskan and me no need to take English subject BBI2420 yang memerlukan Nini untuk menghadap ELLIS Lab yang bosan. Heheh. Pendaftaran kali ni agak berbeza sebab kita sendiri yang kena uruskan jadual kita. Compared to asasi dulu, walaupun daftar sendiri, tapi jadual semua dah siap tersusun ikut kelas. So this time round, Jumaat and Ahad is totally free! :D
#Seminggu kuliah terasa penatnya sebab ada subjek yang perlukan Nini berkejar dari satu tempat ke tempat yang lain yang agak jauh. Tapi nak tak nak, kenalah hadap. Dah 4 bulan cuti kat rumah, sekali start balik, hah! Pulunlah!
#Masih rasa awkward. Tak percaya yang Nini tak perlu lagi nak hadap subjek-subjek hardcore macam Fizik, Kimia, Kalkulus dan Biologi. Although ada sikit-sikit basic subjek Sains macam Mikrobiologi, tapi that is okay compared to the previous years which was full of headache and tense. Untuk course Nini ni, I'll spend much time di dapur. Oh tak, 'lab' bak kata Pn Lisa sebab ini bukan sebarang dapur. This is a professional kitchen.
#Lina yang sama course, sama kolej dengan Nini bakal meninggalkan Nini :(
Pihak akademik tawarkan course Biosystem Engineering and she accepted it walau pada awalnya penuh berbelah bagi. Nini diam je waktu Nini tahu tu. Tak terkata. Lina terima bermaksud Nini dah tak ada nak makan sama-sama, pergi kelas lah semua dengan dia. Apa-apa pun, pasti ada hikmahnya. Mungkin dah sampai masanya Nini kena betul-betul fully berdikari. Cari kawan baru. tak bergantung pada orang lain. Kalau ikutkan hati Nini, memang tak nak Lina pindah. Tapi takkanla nak cakap macamtu. So Lina, sila buat yang terbaik okee! Aku doakan insya Allah. Sentiasa.... :')
So, 2 weeks has gone so fast. There are a mix of sweet, sour, and bitterness, and all other spices. It is fun, and challenging at the same time. Ini membuka mata Nini, sedarkan diri ni, that I need to work harder and struggle to the maximum! Ini bukanlah perkara yang mudah. Alam baru ni banyak cabarannya, banyak dugaanya. Moga Allah permudahkan Nini, dan kawan-kawan Nini juga untuk menghadapi semua ni dengan tabah dan sabar. All the best! Insya Allah.
3/9/2012 - 15/9/2012
# Bersiap pada awal pagi Isnin untuk test JPJ kali ke-2, at the same time, double-checking all the items to be brought to UPM. Of course, nervous yang tidak terhingga disebabkan terlampau risau samada Nini dapat lulus atau tak kali ni. And Alhamdulillah, I passed! So right after test, terus balik rumah and bersiap untuk pendaftaran pula. Sememangnya ia mendamaikan hati yang gelisah dan resah disebabkan JPJ test nih! :D
# Selamat mendaftarkan diri di Kolej Kelima UPM tengaharinya. Sampai-sampai depan bilik, tengok pintu, pandang atas, tertera jelas nama : Fasihah Shamsuddin. Oh!Oh!Oh! Mache sama bilik dengan Nini!!!! Oh lupa, dia ni sekelas dengan Nini sepanjang asasi. Panggilan 'Mache' melekat sejak asasi sebab dia asal dari Machang, Kelantan. Hihihi
#Terlepas Majlis Ikrar sebab tak sangka majlis tu dibuat pada hari Isnin tu jugak. Beriya je beli baju putih kain hitam. Heh!
#Sedang orang lain dah sibuk dengan cheer kolej masing-masing, Nini baru terkial-kial nak belajar dan orientasi Nini dengan rasminya bermula pada malam Isnin tu sedangkan orang lain dah mula hari Sabtu/ Ahad. Malam pertama tu jugaklah dah kena marah dengan senior disebabkan tak cheer bersungguh-sungguh waktu kat dewan. Baik, sila kecualikan Nini sebab Nini baru sampai tengahari tu. Hahah
#2-3 hari terawal di sana, things get very very emotional bagi Nini. Ye, Nini rindu kolej 13. Nini rindu kawan-kawan ASPer. Nini rindu kuliah 3. Nini rindu semua yang rapat dengan Nini. Nini rindu semua kenangan dengan mereka. Nini jadi tak biasa dengan orang-orang baru, suasana yang baru, walaupun sudah setahun di UPM. It seemed so hard for me although I've tried my best to cope with it. Terasa asing. Silap Nini juga kerana Nini datang semula ke UPM dengan niat yang salah : kembali semata-mata untuk berjumpa dengan MEREKA, sedangkan sepatutnya niat Nini adalah untuk belajar dengan baik, kenal kawan-kawan baru. Nini ingat jumpa mereka dapat ubat rindu Nini, tapi ternyata tidak. It worsen my feelings, and I missed them even more.
#Seminggu orientasi penuh dengan aktiviti-aktiviti kolej yang fasilitator dah aturkan. Tambah pula dengan macam-macam taklimat dan ceramah dekat Dewan Besar. Balik bilik pukul 2 lebih tu standard lah kan. Tapi penat tu memang amat terasa. Jadi bila dah habis dengan sepenuhnya orientasi pada hari Sabtu sangatlah melegakan! Fuh!
#Menjadi MC pada Majlis Makan Malam Tautan Kasih Kolej Kelima dengan another MC, which is my partner, Paul. Ini secara rasminya kali pertamalah sebab sebelum ni sekadar MC untuk majlis-majlis ringkas. Itupun zaman sekolah lerr! Menggigil kot waktu awal-awal naik pentas, but Alhamdulillah, hampir semuanya berjalan lancar. The end of majlis was quite hambar (harus diakui) but the seniors are sporting enough untuk hidupkan balik majlis tu and it ended with salam-bersalaman, which turned out to be very emotional moments for some of the students (girls of course).
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| With partner, Paul. Both are the MCs for that night's event. |
#Sepanjang seminggu ulang alik dewan-kolej-dewan-kolej, kesempatan ini diambil dengan misi mencari dan berjumpa dengan ex-classmates, lagi-lagi yang rapat dengan Nini. Excited! Excited! Excited! Gembiranya, sebaknya, seronoknya Nini hanya Allah sahaja yang tahu. Jumpa diorang je terus lambai-lambai,salam peluk cium lah semua, heheh. Rasa macam tak nak lepas je. Orang sekeliling yang tak tahu mesti akan pandang pelik. Boleh nampak sebenarnya kelompok-kelompok ASPer ni sepanjang kat dewan. Pada orang yang tak tahu, atau mungkin juga yang tahu, mungkin ada yang akan cakap, "Apelaa, macamla lepas ni tak dapat nak jumpa". Mungkinlaaaa.
#After a week, kuliah officially started walaupun masih ada beberapa masalah lagi waktu tu dengan pendaftaran dan pengecualian subjek, tapi few days after that, Alhamdulillah, semuanya selesai. Pengecualian dah pun diluluskan and me no need to take English subject BBI2420 yang memerlukan Nini untuk menghadap ELLIS Lab yang bosan. Heheh. Pendaftaran kali ni agak berbeza sebab kita sendiri yang kena uruskan jadual kita. Compared to asasi dulu, walaupun daftar sendiri, tapi jadual semua dah siap tersusun ikut kelas. So this time round, Jumaat and Ahad is totally free! :D
#Seminggu kuliah terasa penatnya sebab ada subjek yang perlukan Nini berkejar dari satu tempat ke tempat yang lain yang agak jauh. Tapi nak tak nak, kenalah hadap. Dah 4 bulan cuti kat rumah, sekali start balik, hah! Pulunlah!
#Masih rasa awkward. Tak percaya yang Nini tak perlu lagi nak hadap subjek-subjek hardcore macam Fizik, Kimia, Kalkulus dan Biologi. Although ada sikit-sikit basic subjek Sains macam Mikrobiologi, tapi that is okay compared to the previous years which was full of headache and tense. Untuk course Nini ni, I'll spend much time di dapur. Oh tak, 'lab' bak kata Pn Lisa sebab ini bukan sebarang dapur. This is a professional kitchen.
#Lina yang sama course, sama kolej dengan Nini bakal meninggalkan Nini :(
Pihak akademik tawarkan course Biosystem Engineering and she accepted it walau pada awalnya penuh berbelah bagi. Nini diam je waktu Nini tahu tu. Tak terkata. Lina terima bermaksud Nini dah tak ada nak makan sama-sama, pergi kelas lah semua dengan dia. Apa-apa pun, pasti ada hikmahnya. Mungkin dah sampai masanya Nini kena betul-betul fully berdikari. Cari kawan baru. tak bergantung pada orang lain. Kalau ikutkan hati Nini, memang tak nak Lina pindah. Tapi takkanla nak cakap macamtu. So Lina, sila buat yang terbaik okee! Aku doakan insya Allah. Sentiasa.... :')
So, 2 weeks has gone so fast. There are a mix of sweet, sour, and bitterness, and all other spices. It is fun, and challenging at the same time. Ini membuka mata Nini, sedarkan diri ni, that I need to work harder and struggle to the maximum! Ini bukanlah perkara yang mudah. Alam baru ni banyak cabarannya, banyak dugaanya. Moga Allah permudahkan Nini, dan kawan-kawan Nini juga untuk menghadapi semua ni dengan tabah dan sabar. All the best! Insya Allah.
Teruskan Hingga Ke Hujungnya
Assalamualaikum wbt
Teruskan, dan teruskan. Jangan sesekali putus asa. Semestinya kejayaan tidak datang bergolek. Tingkatkan kesabaran dan usaha demi mencapai bintang impian yang tergantung tinggi.
"不是井里没有水，而是挖的不够深。不是成功来的慢，而是放弃速度快！"Maksudnya,Bukan tiada air dalam perigi, tetapi ia digali tidak cukup dalam. Bukan kejayaan datang dengan lambat, tetapi putus asa datang terlalu cepat.
Teruskan, dan teruskan. Jangan sesekali putus asa. Semestinya kejayaan tidak datang bergolek. Tingkatkan kesabaran dan usaha demi mencapai bintang impian yang tergantung tinggi.
Finally, The Card Arrived!!
Assalamualaikum wbt..
Kad raya daripada Tikah dah sampai!
Alhamdulillah, hehe
This is the only Kad Raya yang Nini dapat setelah sekian lama.
Be proud sikit Tikah, kau sorang yang bagi kad raya kat aku tau!
Anyway, thank you Tikah untuk kad raya ni. Rajin kau hantar kat setiap seorang.
Lebih bermakna!
And lastly Tikah, thank you for the sweet words. Thank you for the efforts. Thank you for the pantun. Hehe..
Salam Aidilfitri, maafkan salah silap aku dengan kau selama ni ea. Halalkan makan minum ilmu barang and apa-apa jelah tau. Heee, sayang kau juga!
Moga kekal persahabatan kita ni semua.
Jangan lupa jenguk aku kat k5, nanti aku jenguk kau kat Serumpun ye.
Take care Tikah :D
If It Is To Love
"Human consists of two things. The good side. The bad side. To love, we must learn to accept both of it. "
-hsn-
The Camera Bring Us All As One
Assalamualaikum wbt...
You know the camera? It may look like a typical gadget, but take a closer look, it somehow bring us all together. Don't you think?
It does not only take pictures, but also, uniting the people. How cool is that huh? :)
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| These are my niece and my sister. They don't meet so often. And two from them had never even seen each other before. But when the camera came, and I said "Okeh, sini2 semua! Satu..Dua..Tiga!", they quickly gathered and gave me those sweet smiles :) |
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| Chu Ita, Atok, Ummi and Abi |
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| Abang Boy, Kak Izah, Azreeq, and Nenek |
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| Abang Isham, Kak Yati and the rest of their family members |
Abang Capik. This is what we call thorn among the roses :D
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| Mak Lang's Family |
You see?You see? true kan? Heee.. Let's hope that it bring us all not only at the time the picture is snapped, but also for the rest of our life.
Syawal 1433H : Double Celebration
Assalamualaikum wbt
It's the 8th Syawal already.
Walau raya ke-5 kitorang dah tak beraya dah memandangkan Abi dah mula bekerja, tapi suasana raya di rumah tetap terasa dengan kehadiran tetamu-tetamu lain, especially bekas-bekas pelajar Ummi. Meriahla juga bila masing-masing dah mula berkongsi dan bertukar cerita.
A teacher may not remember each name of the students that she/he has taught, but she do remember each faces. Believe me.
I know how does Ummi feel when her students that she taught before came and visit her for raya. Yang batch 2008, batch 2010, akan datang ni ada lagi yang akan bertandang. Ummi mestilah terharu kan?? :')
Anyway, flashback....flashback....
FIRST DAY RAYA
Alhamdulillah, I got the chance to perform Solat Aidilfitri this year. Biasanya setiap tahun mesti ada 'keuzuran' mengahalang. So after few years, I finally got the chance. Laungan takbir yang didengar setibanya di Masjid Sultan Sulaiman sangatlah sayu. As I sit in the mosque, together, with the rest of the jemaah, tears started to fill the eyes, but I held them.
Since Nenek balik Pahang beraya di rumah Mak Ngah, maka pada Hari Raya Pertama, we went straight to rumah Atok (sebelah Abi) di Sg Udang, Klang right after Solat Aidilfitri. This year, what touched me was, the chance to gather ALL 4 of Abi's siblings and the chance to meet with the cousins that we had not seen for quite few years. Alhamdulillah!
Biasanya setiap tahun, kitorang akan habiskan beraya saudara-saudara sebelah Ummi di Meru. But tahun ni, plan bertukar. kami habiskan beraya rumah saudara-mara di Kg Baru KL, in which this is the place that Abi had spent his childhood time.
It's the 8th Syawal already.
Walau raya ke-5 kitorang dah tak beraya dah memandangkan Abi dah mula bekerja, tapi suasana raya di rumah tetap terasa dengan kehadiran tetamu-tetamu lain, especially bekas-bekas pelajar Ummi. Meriahla juga bila masing-masing dah mula berkongsi dan bertukar cerita.
A teacher may not remember each name of the students that she/he has taught, but she do remember each faces. Believe me.
I know how does Ummi feel when her students that she taught before came and visit her for raya. Yang batch 2008, batch 2010, akan datang ni ada lagi yang akan bertandang. Ummi mestilah terharu kan?? :')
Anyway, flashback....flashback....
FIRST DAY RAYA
Alhamdulillah, I got the chance to perform Solat Aidilfitri this year. Biasanya setiap tahun mesti ada 'keuzuran' mengahalang. So after few years, I finally got the chance. Laungan takbir yang didengar setibanya di Masjid Sultan Sulaiman sangatlah sayu. As I sit in the mosque, together, with the rest of the jemaah, tears started to fill the eyes, but I held them.
Since Nenek balik Pahang beraya di rumah Mak Ngah, maka pada Hari Raya Pertama, we went straight to rumah Atok (sebelah Abi) di Sg Udang, Klang right after Solat Aidilfitri. This year, what touched me was, the chance to gather ALL 4 of Abi's siblings and the chance to meet with the cousins that we had not seen for quite few years. Alhamdulillah!
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| Zamri's Family |
THE NEXT FEW DAYS OF RAYA
Beraya lagilah! Apa lagi kan? Hehe... Anyway,foto adik-beradik at last.
ON THE 7th RAYA
Birthday on raya!That's why I called it double celebration.Well,I turned 19 already! Alhamdulillah... :D Thank you for all the wishes, families, friends, and special one. Thank you Tikah for the call :')
Abi bought a white chocolate coated cake and .........surprisingly, a bouquet of flowers! Not just ordinary flowers. They are white roses. My favourite! Thank you Abi :D
Nini takkan cerita detaillah apa berlaku on each day of Raya but I can make an overall 'conclusion' for this year Raya.
It is meaningful as always. The gatherings, the smiles on each of the faces I've seen on pagi Syawal, the laughters, ALL! I am grateful with all of these. If nak jumpa orang yang berjauhan, lama tak jumpa, and only meet once a year, then Aidilfitri is the best time to do this. Another one special thing : This year I managed to make my own biskut raya! Lots I tell ya! Chocolate chip biscuits, semperit, mazola, oat cookies, cornflake madu and special request from Abi, makmur (it's Abi's favourites). Aidilfitri gathered all of us. Near or far. Appreciate every bits inside it.
So, Salam Aidlfitri to every Muslims. Taqabbalullahu minna wa minkum. :)
Ketepikan dan Muhasabah
Assalamualaikum wbt...
Kakanda,adinda, rakan-rakan, sahabat dan taulan
Hidup penuh dengan ragam orang yang kadang-kala buat kita rasa terasa hati, sakit hati dan seangkatan dengannya. Kadang-kadang kita tanya pada mereka dalam hati :" Tak penat ke buat orang sakit hati apa semua?". But now I'll ask you, " Tak penat ke terasa hati dengan orang? Sakit hati dengan orang? tak penat?!"
I've been through all these heartaches and so on, and I then reflected myself and I thought, enough la with all of these. Don't you think?
Cukuplah dengan makan hati atau terasa hati dengan perbuatan orang pada kita. Kadang-kadang benda kecil pun nak terasa, nak makan dalam. Apa gunanya? Tak boleh ke fikir secara positif, terima apa jua yang terjadi, pada diri sendiri terutamanya, dan telan sahaja pahitnya.
Ada kala benda tak jadi seperti yang kita inginkan. Tak perlu nak sibuk pertikaikan apa yang orang cakap tentang kita dan kemudian kita yang tidak senang. Mana yang rasa baik, ikutlah. Mana yang tak, tinggalkanlah dan ambil pengajaran. Ada sebab kenapa orang kata begini, dan orang kata begitu.
Yang parahnya, bila dah terasa hati, makan dalamlah apa semua, sibuk nak perli-perli balik pulak. Tak ke kita dua kali lima je dengan diorang? yang buat terasa hati tu?? So in the end, semuanya sia-sia sahaja. Nanti kita sorang tak senang duduk. Orang lain tak gelabah pun.
Kenapa perlu pertikaikan sangat bila orang buat diri kita terasa hati? Sedar tak sedar, kita ni yang berasa serba salah akhirnya. Kita cari balik apa yang kita dah buat dan apa yang kita dah lakukan sampai orang lain boleh cakap pada kita dan buat diri kecil hati.
Sebelum nak terasa hati ke apa, kita tengok baliklah diri sendiri. Mungkin ada betullah apa yang si fulan dan si fulan dan si fulan bercakap. kadang-kadang kita je yang tak sedar silap kita di mana. Ye tak??
Gunakan cermin walau ia bisa menipu.
Muhasabah itu yang terbaik.
Me, Myself and You
To you and you and you and me,
I was once a little girl too you know
I got naughty sometimes
got scolded by my parents for doing the wrong thing
got slapped on my face
I played like the world is mine
with the dolls and the teddies
and some pinky little toys
ignoring the people all around me
I befriended with many kinds of people
The good and the bad
The one that stays
The one that betrays
I have tons of homework waiting to be done
Sometimes I finished them
Sometimes I failed
And I got caned by my teacher
I hold my tears
But I can't
And so I cried
As I step into the hectic teenage life
I saw the changes in me
to the better
to the worse
I got scars and pimples on my face
I have fats that may lead to overweight
I don't have the 'look'
nor the 'body'
I make mistakes
I screwed up some things
I got involved in silly problems
I broke people's heart
and mine too
I failed in some exams
and failed and failed again
rise and fall
ups and downs
I am silly, crazy and wacky at times
emotional with no reason
weirdo and naive occasionally
but wise in serious matters
I change
You change
We all change
and those are things that I can't control
You see..
aren't all of these typical for you?
didn't you face all of these?
I am not perfect
No one ever does
I am just me
and I am grateful for being myself
Midnight and Coffee
Assalamualaikum wbt...
As people are getting ready, washing their faces, brushing their teeth, taking the wudhu', preparing for the bed; I am here. Late at night. Staying up late, having a date with the laptop.
With the warm coffee accompanying me, smelling it can really make me stay awake for hours. Maybe days (nehhh,that's too much!). The aroma and the smooth foam. Aaahhh... pleasure! Like Harith Iskandar said :" Haluuuuusss...!"
I've always love the midnight ambiance that had always gave me the inspiration to write and write and write. My grammars are bad. My words are not bombastic and beautiful to be put in line with other well-written masterpiece. Not at all. But all of my words are sincere and straight from the heart. That's what matter the most.
Another thing about midnight, the night, the darkness or whatever that similar with it, it had always let me recall the memories that I have. Tonight.... the buddies are in my mind.
Those who have been with me in both of my good and bad times, seen me in the most miserable and ugliest look, been accompanying me eating my favourite nasi pattaya and teh tarik or neslo ice, constantly bear with my weird attitude and mood swings at times, and those who have always remind me to ignore other people thoughts, smile and move on.
Oh I miss lepak-lepak with them at restoran mamak during the class interval or at the foodcourt right after the class finished. Having fun eating together, sharing stories, making jokes, teasing each other without hurting any of us (though I had always be the one with the most sensitive heart,hee) and so much more.
Alaaa,seeeee.... recalling all of these make me miss them even more :'(
Hmm,ignore this feeling for just a little bit more. We'll be seeing each other again in a month time insya Allah. To all of you, please take a good care of yourself ya!
As people are getting ready, washing their faces, brushing their teeth, taking the wudhu', preparing for the bed; I am here. Late at night. Staying up late, having a date with the laptop.
With the warm coffee accompanying me, smelling it can really make me stay awake for hours. Maybe days (nehhh,that's too much!). The aroma and the smooth foam. Aaahhh... pleasure! Like Harith Iskandar said :" Haluuuuusss...!"
I've always love the midnight ambiance that had always gave me the inspiration to write and write and write. My grammars are bad. My words are not bombastic and beautiful to be put in line with other well-written masterpiece. Not at all. But all of my words are sincere and straight from the heart. That's what matter the most.
Another thing about midnight, the night, the darkness or whatever that similar with it, it had always let me recall the memories that I have. Tonight.... the buddies are in my mind.
Those who have been with me in both of my good and bad times, seen me in the most miserable and ugliest look, been accompanying me eating my favourite nasi pattaya and teh tarik or neslo ice, constantly bear with my weird attitude and mood swings at times, and those who have always remind me to ignore other people thoughts, smile and move on.
Oh I miss lepak-lepak with them at restoran mamak during the class interval or at the foodcourt right after the class finished. Having fun eating together, sharing stories, making jokes, teasing each other without hurting any of us (though I had always be the one with the most sensitive heart,hee) and so much more.
Alaaa,seeeee.... recalling all of these make me miss them even more :'(
Hmm,ignore this feeling for just a little bit more. We'll be seeing each other again in a month time insya Allah. To all of you, please take a good care of yourself ya!
I Love You So
Assalamualaikum wbt
When we search Allah's love and blessings
every other things in life will come in ease
Change for a better one
Struggle to be istiqamah
Insya Allah
You'll lead a wonderful life
Here and after
Beribu Rahsia, Beribu Hikmah
Assalamualaikum wbt
Pagi tadi, lepas Subuh, Al-Quran dan tafsirnya ku baca. Alhamdulillah, masih tergerak hati untuk laksanakannya. Namun jujur, ia dibaca dengan bersahaja tanpa penghayatan,sehinggalah sampai ke ayat :
" Dia memberikan hikmah kepada siapa yang Dia kehendaki. Barang siapa diberi hikmah, sesungguhnya dia telah diberi kebaikan yang banyak. Dan tidak ada yang dapat mengambil pelajaran kecuali orang-orang yang mempunyai akal sihat " (Surah Al Baqarah, Ayat 269)
Kita sering kali mengeluh setiap kali ditimpa ujian dan dugaan. Mungkin kadang-kadang kita sendiri tak sedar yang kita sedang melakukannya. Bukan sahaja mengeluh, malah mempertikaikan lagi kenapa semuanya harus terjadi pada diri kita. Pelbagai soalan yang dimulai dengan perkataan "kenapa" dan "mengapa".
Bila sahaja musibah menimpa, kita dipujuk dengan kata-kata 'cliche' yang kadang kala membuat kita rasa tiada siapa yang benar-benar memahami keadaan kita :
"Sabarlah, ni semua ada hikmahnya."
Dah biasa didengar kan?
Janganlah tolak bila ayat tu disebut walau berulang kali oleh orang yang berbeza. Kerana ia BENAR! Dalam ayat Al-Quran di atas, Allah beritahu direct pada semua hambaNya tentang hikmah. Apakah itu hikmah? Kalau mengikut tafsir yang dibaca, ia adalah kemampuan untuk memahami rahsia-rahsia agama.
Hikmah boleh datang cepat atau lambat. Bergantung pada diri kita untuk menyedarinya. Jika kita cepat redha pada perkara yang telah terjadi, iaitu menerima dengan hati yang lapang dan terbuka, maka cepatlah juga kita menyedari hikmah di sebalik kejadian yang berlaku. Begitulah juga sebaliknya. Apa yang penting ialah keredhaan. Keredhaan diri kita sendiri dalam menerima hakikat. Setelah itu, satu per satu kebaikan akan kita nampak, insya Allah. Tatkala itu, kita akan berkata:
"ooouhhhh, patutlaaaaa....begini"
"ooouuhhhh, patutlaaaa....begitu"
Alangkah bertuahnya orang yang menyedari hikmah!
Pokoknya, kita tidak tahu bagaimana jalan hidup kita ini diatur. Kita tidak tahu apa yang Allah rancang untuk kita. Kita merancang, begitu juga Allah swt. Namun harus kita yakin bahawa Allah Maha Mengetahui, dan sebab itulah , apa pun jua perancanganNya, ia yang terbaik untuk kita.
Tenanglah wahai hati dan redhalah dengan segalanya...
Hikmah itu akan tiba jua bila sampai masanya. Insya Allah.
"Hidup manusia bagai tersesat di hutan belukar yang penuh dengan onak dan duri, walau pedih dan bercalar, namun harus direntasi juga untuk kita temui jalan keluarnya"
Pagi tadi, lepas Subuh, Al-Quran dan tafsirnya ku baca. Alhamdulillah, masih tergerak hati untuk laksanakannya. Namun jujur, ia dibaca dengan bersahaja tanpa penghayatan,sehinggalah sampai ke ayat :
" Dia memberikan hikmah kepada siapa yang Dia kehendaki. Barang siapa diberi hikmah, sesungguhnya dia telah diberi kebaikan yang banyak. Dan tidak ada yang dapat mengambil pelajaran kecuali orang-orang yang mempunyai akal sihat " (Surah Al Baqarah, Ayat 269)
Kita sering kali mengeluh setiap kali ditimpa ujian dan dugaan. Mungkin kadang-kadang kita sendiri tak sedar yang kita sedang melakukannya. Bukan sahaja mengeluh, malah mempertikaikan lagi kenapa semuanya harus terjadi pada diri kita. Pelbagai soalan yang dimulai dengan perkataan "kenapa" dan "mengapa".
Bila sahaja musibah menimpa, kita dipujuk dengan kata-kata 'cliche' yang kadang kala membuat kita rasa tiada siapa yang benar-benar memahami keadaan kita :
"Sabarlah, ni semua ada hikmahnya."
Dah biasa didengar kan?
Janganlah tolak bila ayat tu disebut walau berulang kali oleh orang yang berbeza. Kerana ia BENAR! Dalam ayat Al-Quran di atas, Allah beritahu direct pada semua hambaNya tentang hikmah. Apakah itu hikmah? Kalau mengikut tafsir yang dibaca, ia adalah kemampuan untuk memahami rahsia-rahsia agama.
Hikmah boleh datang cepat atau lambat. Bergantung pada diri kita untuk menyedarinya. Jika kita cepat redha pada perkara yang telah terjadi, iaitu menerima dengan hati yang lapang dan terbuka, maka cepatlah juga kita menyedari hikmah di sebalik kejadian yang berlaku. Begitulah juga sebaliknya. Apa yang penting ialah keredhaan. Keredhaan diri kita sendiri dalam menerima hakikat. Setelah itu, satu per satu kebaikan akan kita nampak, insya Allah. Tatkala itu, kita akan berkata:
"ooouhhhh, patutlaaaaa....begini"
"ooouuhhhh, patutlaaaa....begitu"
Alangkah bertuahnya orang yang menyedari hikmah!
Pokoknya, kita tidak tahu bagaimana jalan hidup kita ini diatur. Kita tidak tahu apa yang Allah rancang untuk kita. Kita merancang, begitu juga Allah swt. Namun harus kita yakin bahawa Allah Maha Mengetahui, dan sebab itulah , apa pun jua perancanganNya, ia yang terbaik untuk kita.
Tenanglah wahai hati dan redhalah dengan segalanya...
Hikmah itu akan tiba jua bila sampai masanya. Insya Allah.
K5 dan FSTM Menanti :D
Assalamualaikum wbt
"Alhamdulillah, segala puji bagi Allah. Sungguh nikmat ini terlalu besar buat diriku"
Insya Allah, 2 September ni Nini akan mendaftar di Kolej Kelima UPM dan memulakan kuliah pada 10 September di Fakulti Sains dan Teknologi Makanan sebagai pelajar Bacelor Sains (Pengurusan Perkhidmatan Makanan). Bermaksud seminggu ORIENTASI dan hafal lagu kolej baru! Aaarrgghhh!! Tapi syukur juga ada teman nanti, sama course, sama kolej - Lina!
"Kita sama course, kita belajar sama-sama ea Na! Buktikan pada semua kita boleh :)"
Bye bye Kolej 13!! Rasa tak berguna jugak pergi MGP. Tak ada pun dapat stay kolej. ==' Yang tak pergi dapat pulak duduk sana. Alah, takpelah. Mesti ada hikmah kenapa diaturkan macam tu. Baguslah juga, Allah bagi peluang untuk rasa tinggal dekat kolej lain. hehe.. Ni musim durian dah nak dekat, berbahagialah warga Kolej 13. Dusun durian depan mata je. Bersedialah untuk dengar bunyi dentum durian jatuh, dan bersedialah nak berkejar, berebut untuk kutip durian tu. :D
"Alhamdulillah, segala puji bagi Allah. Sungguh nikmat ini terlalu besar buat diriku"
Insya Allah, 2 September ni Nini akan mendaftar di Kolej Kelima UPM dan memulakan kuliah pada 10 September di Fakulti Sains dan Teknologi Makanan sebagai pelajar Bacelor Sains (Pengurusan Perkhidmatan Makanan). Bermaksud seminggu ORIENTASI dan hafal lagu kolej baru! Aaarrgghhh!! Tapi syukur juga ada teman nanti, sama course, sama kolej - Lina!
"Kita sama course, kita belajar sama-sama ea Na! Buktikan pada semua kita boleh :)"
Bye bye Kolej 13!! Rasa tak berguna jugak pergi MGP. Tak ada pun dapat stay kolej. ==' Yang tak pergi dapat pulak duduk sana. Alah, takpelah. Mesti ada hikmah kenapa diaturkan macam tu. Baguslah juga, Allah bagi peluang untuk rasa tinggal dekat kolej lain. hehe.. Ni musim durian dah nak dekat, berbahagialah warga Kolej 13. Dusun durian depan mata je. Bersedialah untuk dengar bunyi dentum durian jatuh, dan bersedialah nak berkejar, berebut untuk kutip durian tu. :D
Akan Tiba Juga Satu Hari Nanti
Assalamualaikum wbt...
Hari-hari lain berjalan macam biasa sahaja di rumah. Cuma nenek ada sekali kat rumah minggu ni. Umi Abi ambil dari Meru sebab nak jaga nenek yang tengah sakit. Mungkin untuk beberapa hari.
Semua sama-sama jaga. Cuma bila waktu pagi ni, semua pergi kerja, Nini dengan Hanan lah yang tolong tengok-tengokkan, pastikan nenek makan dan ambil ubat, and be prepared in case of any emergency.
But last night, keadaan jadi sayu sekejap bila Ummi mula berada kat tepi nenek dan bacakan ayat-ayat Al-Quran. Nenek pula tak henti-henti mengeluh tapi pada waktu yang sama, mengucap kalimah "Allah" berulang-ulang. Bila keadaan dah reda sikit, Ummi pergi ke depan, pesan pada Nini : " Nanti bila Ummi dah tua, dah sakit-sakit, Nini ingatkan Ummi untuk sentiasa istighfar, itu je".
Yeap!right after Ummi cakap macam tu Nini dah mula rasa takut, sebak dan terbayang-bayang macam-macam yang akan berlaku in the future.
What will happen when either Ummi or Abi fall sick?
What will happen to the rest of the siblings? How well can we cope to take care of them?
Will we still able to be there all the time to take good care of them?
and and.. what if Ummi and Abi has gone? No longer here in this world to be with us.
What will happen next? Will we be able to accept the fact at that time?
Nobody would ever want to be in these situations, and nobody would ever want to think about all of these on the first place. Namun hakikatnya yang harus kita semua terima, semua ini akan berlaku. Bukan sahaja pada mereka yang disayangi, bahkan pada diri kita sendiri.
The life cycle that Allah has already arranged for all of His creations.
Human especially.
Even The Shadow Leaves When You're In The Darkness
Assalamualaikum wbt
Have you ever feel the fear of being left?
I do, and I think everyone does.
We all have the fear of being alone although we speak out the words "I am brave!",
but the heart knows even more.
Life in this world let us depend on so many things and so many people
Indeed, those are some of the elements that build us up to a point
But what if they left?
With reasons or without reasons
We would immediately collapse and become hopeless
So wake up and stand up tall
Realise that...
Even the shadow that accompany us during the day
Will somehow leaves when we are in the darkness
Realise that...
In the end, we are all going to be alone
Be independent
Depend solely on Allah swt
Only He will never leave
Good times or bad times
Have you ever feel the fear of being left?
I do, and I think everyone does.
We all have the fear of being alone although we speak out the words "I am brave!",
but the heart knows even more.
Life in this world let us depend on so many things and so many people
Indeed, those are some of the elements that build us up to a point
But what if they left?
With reasons or without reasons
We would immediately collapse and become hopeless
So wake up and stand up tall
Realise that...
Even the shadow that accompany us during the day
Will somehow leaves when we are in the darkness
Realise that...
In the end, we are all going to be alone
Be independent
Depend solely on Allah swt
Only He will never leave
Good times or bad times
Do They Feel The Same Way?
I'm here
Missing the people whom I love
I wonder
Are they feeling the same way like I do?
Just wonder
It's Not A Goodbye, but Merely... A Farewell
Assalamualaikum wbt
Growing up as a teenager, and is soon getting 19, will never be an easy job. To get to this point is really tough! Lots of challenges were coming, lots of obstacles were appearing and for sure, there are more waiting.
Looking behind and make few steps back do remind me of many many past memories - the journey of becoming a fine woman. I learn to be positive and be strong in whatever the situation is. I prayed for Allah to give me the strength, and He gave me the challenges that sometimes hurt me too much, but from there, I got the strength required. I prayed for Allah to grant me with His mercy and grace, and He gave me the ease of doing some jobs, He gave me the comfort of life, He gave me the family warmness, and from there, I learnt to be grateful. I've obtained failure, I've obtained success. Complete. but the future? No one can ever predict. One thing for sure, true success has not yet been achieved. May Allah ease me towards achieving it.
I smile when the childhood memories came into my mind although at that little time in the past, I was actually feeling horrible and awful.I can count myself as an innocent kid who were just about to learn on lots of new things, being emotional at times (and now..still), feeling unfair with the rest of the siblings and many more. The enthusiasm were filled in and those were the days....
However, it's not a goodbye to the past. It is only a farewell. Au revoir! :)
Growing up as a teenager, and is soon getting 19, will never be an easy job. To get to this point is really tough! Lots of challenges were coming, lots of obstacles were appearing and for sure, there are more waiting.
Looking behind and make few steps back do remind me of many many past memories - the journey of becoming a fine woman. I learn to be positive and be strong in whatever the situation is. I prayed for Allah to give me the strength, and He gave me the challenges that sometimes hurt me too much, but from there, I got the strength required. I prayed for Allah to grant me with His mercy and grace, and He gave me the ease of doing some jobs, He gave me the comfort of life, He gave me the family warmness, and from there, I learnt to be grateful. I've obtained failure, I've obtained success. Complete. but the future? No one can ever predict. One thing for sure, true success has not yet been achieved. May Allah ease me towards achieving it.
I smile when the childhood memories came into my mind although at that little time in the past, I was actually feeling horrible and awful.I can count myself as an innocent kid who were just about to learn on lots of new things, being emotional at times (and now..still), feeling unfair with the rest of the siblings and many more. The enthusiasm were filled in and those were the days....
Those days have already passed but the memories remain here for I bring it along with me from day to day.
However, it's not a goodbye to the past. It is only a farewell. Au revoir! :)
Terlalu Banyak Cinta Yang Didambakan
Assalamualaikum wbt...
Manusia dan cinta takkan boleh dipisahkan. Walau jahat mana sekalipun seseorang itu, hatta pencuri atau pembunuh, jauh di lubuk hatinya pasti ada sekelumit rasa cinta terhadap apa pun jua yang berada di dunia ini. Itu fitrah yang telahpun ditetapkan oleh Allah swt. Dia yang menghadirkan rasa itu kerana Dia juga Maha Pengasih dan Maha Penyayang.
Sedarkah kita bahawa cinta yang agung itu hanya ada satu? Tahukah kita bahawa ianya milik Maha Esa? Perasankah kita bahawa... selama ini, terlalu banyak cinta yang kita dambakan, terlalu banyak cinta yang kita kejarkan dan terlalu banyak cinta yang kita harapkan?
Ya. Kita ini manusia yang mudah lupa. Mudah alpa. Mudah lalai dengan duniawi. Tanpa kita sedar, kita ini sudah mengharapkan terlalu banyak cinta. Betapa tamaknya kita ini. Cinta manusia pun kita hendak, cinta harta benda pun kita hendak, cinta ilmu pun kita hendak, cinta akhlak pun kita hendak, segala cinta ingin kita peroleh. Tapi cinta Allah? Mungkin kita akan terus diam. Diam kerana tahu silapnya kita dek terlalu mengejar cinta pada perkara lain namun abaikan cinta pada Allah. Kita pastinya akan mengaku bahawa cinta Allah dan cinta Rasulullah pun kita harapkan. Namun sejauh manakah kesungguhan kita untuk mendapatkan cintaNya?
Jika harapkan cinta manusia, kita sanggup melakukan apa sahaja, membelikan si dia segala kegemarannya, mengucap kata-kata manis, dan kadang-kala, kita sanggup memalukan diri, asalkan cinta insan itu kita dapat. Jika harapkan cinta harta benda, kita sanggup membanting tulang, bekerja keras untuk mendapatkan wang, peroleh rezeki bagi mendapatkan harta benda yang diinginkan. Biarlah siang malam berjaga dan bekerja, asalkan harta benda yang kita inginkan kita dapat. Dan jika cintakan ilmu pula, kita sanggup untuk menghadiri pelbagai kelas-kelas tambahan, majlis-majlis ilmu, bertanya pada murabbi, pergi ke perpustakaan setiap hari hanya untuk mendapatkan ilmu itu.
Tiada salahnya kita mengejar cinta selain cinta Allah. Namun sepatutnya, cinta Allah, pencipta kitalah yang harus kita dahulukan. Sempurnakan amalan kita. Perbaiki kelemahan yang ada. Tambahkan kekurangan dalam diri. Dekatkan diri kita ini pada Allah yang Maha Besar dan Maha Kuasa. Dengan mengharapkan dan meraih cinta Allah, kelak, cinta ilmu yang kita dambakan takkan buat kita sombong dan bongkak; cinta harta yang kita inginkan takkan buat kita tamak dan bakhil; cinta manusia yang kita harapkan takkan buat kita lalai dan leka; cinta akhlak yang kita mahukan pula akan sentiasa mengajak kita untuk merendah diri dan terus beramal. Seandainya, cinta Allah yang kita utamakan, pastinya dan tiada ragunya, cinta yang lain juga akan kita peroleh. Kali ini lebih bermakna kerana kehadirannya adalah dengan penuh keberkatan dan keredhaan. Insya Allah.
Wallahuallam
Manusia dan cinta takkan boleh dipisahkan. Walau jahat mana sekalipun seseorang itu, hatta pencuri atau pembunuh, jauh di lubuk hatinya pasti ada sekelumit rasa cinta terhadap apa pun jua yang berada di dunia ini. Itu fitrah yang telahpun ditetapkan oleh Allah swt. Dia yang menghadirkan rasa itu kerana Dia juga Maha Pengasih dan Maha Penyayang.
Sedarkah kita bahawa cinta yang agung itu hanya ada satu? Tahukah kita bahawa ianya milik Maha Esa? Perasankah kita bahawa... selama ini, terlalu banyak cinta yang kita dambakan, terlalu banyak cinta yang kita kejarkan dan terlalu banyak cinta yang kita harapkan?
Ya. Kita ini manusia yang mudah lupa. Mudah alpa. Mudah lalai dengan duniawi. Tanpa kita sedar, kita ini sudah mengharapkan terlalu banyak cinta. Betapa tamaknya kita ini. Cinta manusia pun kita hendak, cinta harta benda pun kita hendak, cinta ilmu pun kita hendak, cinta akhlak pun kita hendak, segala cinta ingin kita peroleh. Tapi cinta Allah? Mungkin kita akan terus diam. Diam kerana tahu silapnya kita dek terlalu mengejar cinta pada perkara lain namun abaikan cinta pada Allah. Kita pastinya akan mengaku bahawa cinta Allah dan cinta Rasulullah pun kita harapkan. Namun sejauh manakah kesungguhan kita untuk mendapatkan cintaNya?
Jika harapkan cinta manusia, kita sanggup melakukan apa sahaja, membelikan si dia segala kegemarannya, mengucap kata-kata manis, dan kadang-kala, kita sanggup memalukan diri, asalkan cinta insan itu kita dapat. Jika harapkan cinta harta benda, kita sanggup membanting tulang, bekerja keras untuk mendapatkan wang, peroleh rezeki bagi mendapatkan harta benda yang diinginkan. Biarlah siang malam berjaga dan bekerja, asalkan harta benda yang kita inginkan kita dapat. Dan jika cintakan ilmu pula, kita sanggup untuk menghadiri pelbagai kelas-kelas tambahan, majlis-majlis ilmu, bertanya pada murabbi, pergi ke perpustakaan setiap hari hanya untuk mendapatkan ilmu itu.
Tiada salahnya kita mengejar cinta selain cinta Allah. Namun sepatutnya, cinta Allah, pencipta kitalah yang harus kita dahulukan. Sempurnakan amalan kita. Perbaiki kelemahan yang ada. Tambahkan kekurangan dalam diri. Dekatkan diri kita ini pada Allah yang Maha Besar dan Maha Kuasa. Dengan mengharapkan dan meraih cinta Allah, kelak, cinta ilmu yang kita dambakan takkan buat kita sombong dan bongkak; cinta harta yang kita inginkan takkan buat kita tamak dan bakhil; cinta manusia yang kita harapkan takkan buat kita lalai dan leka; cinta akhlak yang kita mahukan pula akan sentiasa mengajak kita untuk merendah diri dan terus beramal. Seandainya, cinta Allah yang kita utamakan, pastinya dan tiada ragunya, cinta yang lain juga akan kita peroleh. Kali ini lebih bermakna kerana kehadirannya adalah dengan penuh keberkatan dan keredhaan. Insya Allah.
Wallahuallam
Even The Prickles on The Roses Can't Really Protect Them
Assalamualaikum wbt
Among them, there are war. The war between the roses. They fight to live. To be the strongest and fairest of all the others.
Roses.
The flowers represent the women. The petals, no matter red or white, pink or beige, they are as soft as what the ladies should be. Yes, soft and gentle. I mean, in terms of the inner beauty. The way you act, the way you talk and walk. Everything! Forget about the outer beauty. People's opinion on outer beauty is different. You may think you are pretty, but other people might think the other way round.
While the prickles on it are meant to protect the roses, believe it or not, it can still be touched, it can still be removed, it can still be plucked. No matter how protective it is, we can't predict the future. Even with the thorns all over it, it can still be approached in lots of ways. Do you get what am I trying to say?
Just be careful no matter where you are. Protect your dignity. Keep your shyness with you. We live in a beautiful world. Peaceful as a whole. yet, challenges and obstacles are there. Waiting for their victims. So keep on being strong.Keep the faith. Pray and pray. Do not lose hope on Him, The Most Merciful.
Roses are red, Violet are blue. Sugar is sweet and so are you!The roses. Red, white, pink, and beige. But from those, red and white remain my favourites. Classic.
Among them, there are war. The war between the roses. They fight to live. To be the strongest and fairest of all the others.
Roses.
The flowers represent the women. The petals, no matter red or white, pink or beige, they are as soft as what the ladies should be. Yes, soft and gentle. I mean, in terms of the inner beauty. The way you act, the way you talk and walk. Everything! Forget about the outer beauty. People's opinion on outer beauty is different. You may think you are pretty, but other people might think the other way round.
While the prickles on it are meant to protect the roses, believe it or not, it can still be touched, it can still be removed, it can still be plucked. No matter how protective it is, we can't predict the future. Even with the thorns all over it, it can still be approached in lots of ways. Do you get what am I trying to say?
Just be careful no matter where you are. Protect your dignity. Keep your shyness with you. We live in a beautiful world. Peaceful as a whole. yet, challenges and obstacles are there. Waiting for their victims. So keep on being strong.Keep the faith. Pray and pray. Do not lose hope on Him, The Most Merciful.
Langkahku
Aku di sini, menghayati malam yang sepi.
Seketika, aku bermuhasabah diri
Sepanjang 18 tahun 9 bulan perjalanan hidupku
Pelbagai persoalan bermain di benak fikiran
Apakah yang telah aku lakukan dengannya?
Baikkah? Burukkah?
Bermanfaatkah setiap perkara yang aku lakukan?
Cukupkah dan sempurnakah segala amalan?
Tatkala diriku menginjak remaja
Tercari-cari yang manakah yang benar
Kelemahan jiwa
Kenaifan diri
Keterujaan terhadap perkara baru
Allah,mudahnya diriku terpengaruh
Yang baik pun aku iyakan
Yang buruk pun aku iyakan
Bila ditanya pada mereka yang lain
Dan ditanya pada masa silamku
Ya, segalanya kelihatan baik
Tiada cacat celanya
Kerana ilmu yang kurang di dada
Kini,
Aku usaha sebaik mungkin
Mengutip mutiara ilmu
Mengumpul lembaran cerita
Mengisi kekosongan jiwa
Menambah kekurangan dan memperbaiki kelemahan
Dalam usaha itu
Aku jatuh dan tersungkur
Aku rebah
Lemah tidak berdaya
Namun
Semangat tidak pernah luntur
Azam ku genggam erat
Aku bangkit dan teruskan langkah
Tidak ingin aku kembali pada masa silam
Namun sesekali
Aku menoleh mengambil pengajaran
Untuk aku mara ke hadapan
Mengejar hanya satu
Redha dari-Mu
To Teach or Not To Teach
Assalamualaikum wbt..
A teacher of a lifetime. The knowledge given do not stop there. It is spread through generations. I admit, being a teacher is a very noble job, but never an easy one. I experienced it myself. (ermm.. well, I consider answering to my sisters' questions regarding their studies as a part of teaching. heee..) Anyway, again, it is a tough job.
My own mother is a teacher. An English teacher in which she had never thought to be one. Being a daughter of a teacher do not stress me out so much as what others might feel. I was not forced to do this and that, or to achieve a very excellent result in exams and so on. But to those who have their parents teaching in their school, the situation might gonna be different. Ouh, trust me, I understand that! "D
ONE THING however, I must say, when the offer for IPG is opened, and when the time comes for us to fill the UPU form, she will surely asked us to go for the courses that offer Educational Studies. TESL la especially. Typical. But she never force. She will just suggest and encourage.
As for me, I am not into teaching not because I can't, but I just don't have the passion and the patience to teach. I can't even tolerate with my own sisters when teaching them, so how am I gonna cope well when I am teaching a large group of students? Just a little ponder. Maybe if I have the will, I can actually teach myself to be patient, and to be a good teacher. I guess so. hehe.. however, I do love the feel when I teach something to people, they understand and really clear about it. It was a feeling of awesomeness. A feeling full with excitement. Hee...
Anyway, this is just an opinion of mine regarding the job of teaching upon the celebration of Teachers' Day - 16th May. For that, I would like to wish all the teachers out there Happy Teachers' Day. Especially to the teachers who have taught me before, IQRA' Institute, SK Raja Muda Seksyen 4, SJK(C) Subang, SJK(C) Tiong Hua Kok Bin, SMK Meru, SMK Convent Bukit Nanas, Asrama Yayasan Selangor Kuala Lumpur, and Pusat Asasi Sains Pertanian UPM.
Lastly, a special wish to my parents. Ummi and Abi. The teacher of a lifetime since I was born. Thank you for everything. Thank you for the support, the knowledge, the encouragement, and again, thank you for everything!! May Allah bless you two always. Love you! "D
"A teacher affects eternity; he can never tell where his influence stops."
~Henry Adams
A teacher of a lifetime. The knowledge given do not stop there. It is spread through generations. I admit, being a teacher is a very noble job, but never an easy one. I experienced it myself. (ermm.. well, I consider answering to my sisters' questions regarding their studies as a part of teaching. heee..) Anyway, again, it is a tough job.
My own mother is a teacher. An English teacher in which she had never thought to be one. Being a daughter of a teacher do not stress me out so much as what others might feel. I was not forced to do this and that, or to achieve a very excellent result in exams and so on. But to those who have their parents teaching in their school, the situation might gonna be different. Ouh, trust me, I understand that! "D
ONE THING however, I must say, when the offer for IPG is opened, and when the time comes for us to fill the UPU form, she will surely asked us to go for the courses that offer Educational Studies. TESL la especially. Typical. But she never force. She will just suggest and encourage.
As for me, I am not into teaching not because I can't, but I just don't have the passion and the patience to teach. I can't even tolerate with my own sisters when teaching them, so how am I gonna cope well when I am teaching a large group of students? Just a little ponder. Maybe if I have the will, I can actually teach myself to be patient, and to be a good teacher. I guess so. hehe.. however, I do love the feel when I teach something to people, they understand and really clear about it. It was a feeling of awesomeness. A feeling full with excitement. Hee...
Anyway, this is just an opinion of mine regarding the job of teaching upon the celebration of Teachers' Day - 16th May. For that, I would like to wish all the teachers out there Happy Teachers' Day. Especially to the teachers who have taught me before, IQRA' Institute, SK Raja Muda Seksyen 4, SJK(C) Subang, SJK(C) Tiong Hua Kok Bin, SMK Meru, SMK Convent Bukit Nanas, Asrama Yayasan Selangor Kuala Lumpur, and Pusat Asasi Sains Pertanian UPM.
Lastly, a special wish to my parents. Ummi and Abi. The teacher of a lifetime since I was born. Thank you for everything. Thank you for the support, the knowledge, the encouragement, and again, thank you for everything!! May Allah bless you two always. Love you! "D
Friends.. Like No Other
Assalamualaikum wbt...
Setahun kita tempuh segala pahit manis bersama, dan adatlah.. setiap pertemuan ada perpisahannya. Tapi tak bermakna perpisahan itu selamanya. Insya Allah, ada rezeki kita jumpa lagi. Bulan 9 ni insya Allah kita akan sama- sama sambung pelajaran di peringkat ijazah pula. Makin lama, makin payah cabarannya, so Good Luck!
Fakulti kita semua mungkin dah tak sama dah nanti, dan kita pun tak tahu dengan siapa kita akan kenal, dan dengan siapa kita akan rapat nanti. Tapi, jauh mana pun terpisah, moga hati kita semua tetap disatukan di bawah lembayung ukhuwah. :D
Apa-apa pun, terima kasih untuk semua. terima kasih untuk setiap nasihat, teguran, kenangan dan perkenalan.
Setahun kita tempuh segala pahit manis bersama, dan adatlah.. setiap pertemuan ada perpisahannya. Tapi tak bermakna perpisahan itu selamanya. Insya Allah, ada rezeki kita jumpa lagi. Bulan 9 ni insya Allah kita akan sama- sama sambung pelajaran di peringkat ijazah pula. Makin lama, makin payah cabarannya, so Good Luck!
Fakulti kita semua mungkin dah tak sama dah nanti, dan kita pun tak tahu dengan siapa kita akan kenal, dan dengan siapa kita akan rapat nanti. Tapi, jauh mana pun terpisah, moga hati kita semua tetap disatukan di bawah lembayung ukhuwah. :D
Apa-apa pun, terima kasih untuk semua. terima kasih untuk setiap nasihat, teguran, kenangan dan perkenalan.
Thank You Classmates of "ASPer Threesome"
and
THANK YOU ALL!
Kami Melabuhkan Tirai
Assalamualaikum wbt...
Setelah sekian lama, setahun berhempas pulas, mencurah keringat, berjuang mengharungi pahit manis bersama.. Akhirnya, perjalanan sebagai pelajar Asasi Sains Pertanian UPM berakhir jua. Alhamdulillah....
Macam-macam yang Nini rasakan dalam diri Nini sendiri. Lega dan gembira sebab exam dah habis, dah tak payah selak-selak buku Fizik, Kimia, Biologi, Kalkulus, Statistik, Sains Komputer, dan Pertanian yang sangatlah perit untuk ditatap (buat sementara ni,ehehe), dah tak perlu berhadapan dengan assignment dan presentations yang berlambak, namun sedih dan sayu pada waktu yang sama sebab pastinya, bila sesuatu berakhir, perpisahan menyusul sekali....
Setahun di sini, dah tentu banyak perkara baru yang diperolehi. Pengalaman, rakan-rakan, kenangan... Takkan satu pun Nini lupakan, insya Allah. Walaupun semuanya dah berakhir, tapi taklah bermakna berkahir segala-galanya. Harapannya... ilmu yang ditimba tetap bermanfaat dan berkat, persahabatan dan ukhuwah yang dibina tetap mesra dan kekal, pengalaman yang dilalui tetap terus menjadi kenangan dan diambil iktibar, yang baik mahupun sebaliknya.
Kini, generasi ke-7 ASPer melabuhkan tirai....
Kalau nak diceritakan semuanya satu per satu memang taklah terlarat nak menulis..heee..
Dan tak terungkap pun bagaimana rasanya melalui setahun perjalanan ni. Perjuangan dalam menuntut ilmu. Bak kata Abi :" You are in the middle of the journey to gain knowledge. It's a part of Jihad". Bayangkan jihad.... bertarung,berjuang,berusaha,bertungkus-lumus,susah-payah hadapi keperitan.........gagal,jatuh dan bangun semula,semuanya demi ilmu. Dan di sepanjang perjuangan itu, ada manisnya menempah kejayaan, manisnya sebuah taaruf, manisnya sebuah ukhuwah....
We are the 7th batch of Asperian. We had felt how the previous batch felt for being here.We had experienced how proud and amazing it is to be here as an Agricultural Science Foundation student. So now, let the 8th batch and the next generations feel the same way that we do. "D
Setelah sekian lama, setahun berhempas pulas, mencurah keringat, berjuang mengharungi pahit manis bersama.. Akhirnya, perjalanan sebagai pelajar Asasi Sains Pertanian UPM berakhir jua. Alhamdulillah....
Macam-macam yang Nini rasakan dalam diri Nini sendiri. Lega dan gembira sebab exam dah habis, dah tak payah selak-selak buku Fizik, Kimia, Biologi, Kalkulus, Statistik, Sains Komputer, dan Pertanian yang sangatlah perit untuk ditatap (buat sementara ni,ehehe), dah tak perlu berhadapan dengan assignment dan presentations yang berlambak, namun sedih dan sayu pada waktu yang sama sebab pastinya, bila sesuatu berakhir, perpisahan menyusul sekali....
Setahun di sini, dah tentu banyak perkara baru yang diperolehi. Pengalaman, rakan-rakan, kenangan... Takkan satu pun Nini lupakan, insya Allah. Walaupun semuanya dah berakhir, tapi taklah bermakna berkahir segala-galanya. Harapannya... ilmu yang ditimba tetap bermanfaat dan berkat, persahabatan dan ukhuwah yang dibina tetap mesra dan kekal, pengalaman yang dilalui tetap terus menjadi kenangan dan diambil iktibar, yang baik mahupun sebaliknya.
Kini, generasi ke-7 ASPer melabuhkan tirai....
Kalau nak diceritakan semuanya satu per satu memang taklah terlarat nak menulis..heee..
Dan tak terungkap pun bagaimana rasanya melalui setahun perjalanan ni. Perjuangan dalam menuntut ilmu. Bak kata Abi :" You are in the middle of the journey to gain knowledge. It's a part of Jihad". Bayangkan jihad.... bertarung,berjuang,berusaha,bertungkus-lumus,susah-payah hadapi keperitan.........gagal,jatuh dan bangun semula,semuanya demi ilmu. Dan di sepanjang perjuangan itu, ada manisnya menempah kejayaan, manisnya sebuah taaruf, manisnya sebuah ukhuwah....
We are the 7th batch of Asperian. We had felt how the previous batch felt for being here.We had experienced how proud and amazing it is to be here as an Agricultural Science Foundation student. So now, let the 8th batch and the next generations feel the same way that we do. "D
Manusia Itu Lemah
Assalamualaikum wbt...
Membelek-belek buku nota sewaktu Semester 1. Biasanya ada banyak 'kata-kata mutiara' atau ' random expressions' yang Nini catit dalam tu samada daripada buku,internet,diri Nini sendiri atau daripada pensyarah. Satu per satu Nini baca balik,sampaila ke satu bahagian yang tertulis :
Kita hidup saling bergantungan.Dan paling penting,kita hidup bergantung sepenuhnya pada Allah swt. Nyawa kita di tanganNya.
Membelek-belek buku nota sewaktu Semester 1. Biasanya ada banyak 'kata-kata mutiara' atau ' random expressions' yang Nini catit dalam tu samada daripada buku,internet,diri Nini sendiri atau daripada pensyarah. Satu per satu Nini baca balik,sampaila ke satu bahagian yang tertulis :
"Kita lemah. Manusia lemah. Sangat lemah. Kita kata 'Manusia Menguasai Dunia'. Sedangkan pada hakikatnya... kita adalah makhluk yang sangat lemah kerana perlu bergantung pada makhluk lain untuk meneruskan hidup. Tumbuhan dan haiwan membekalkan makanan untuk kita."Kata-kata daripada Dr Khalid (pensyarah Pertanian Nini) yang buat Nini rasa tersentak dan tersedar pada waktu tu.Serta-merta terasa diri ni terlalu kerdil.
Kita hidup saling bergantungan.Dan paling penting,kita hidup bergantung sepenuhnya pada Allah swt. Nyawa kita di tanganNya.
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