It's Not A Goodbye, but Merely... A Farewell

Assalamualaikum wbt

Growing up as a teenager, and is soon getting 19, will never be an easy job. To get to this point is really tough! Lots of challenges were coming, lots of obstacles were appearing and for sure, there are more waiting.

Looking behind and make few steps back do remind me of many many past memories - the journey of becoming a fine woman. I learn to be positive and be strong in whatever the situation is. I prayed for Allah to give me the strength, and He gave me the challenges that sometimes hurt me too much, but from there, I got the strength required. I prayed for Allah to grant me with His mercy and grace, and He gave me the ease of doing some jobs, He gave me the comfort of life, He gave me the family warmness, and from there, I learnt to be grateful. I've obtained failure, I've obtained success. Complete. but the future? No one can ever predict. One thing for sure, true success has not yet been achieved. May Allah ease me towards achieving it.

I smile when the childhood memories came into my mind although at that little time in the past, I was actually feeling horrible and awful.I can count myself as an innocent kid who were just about to learn on lots of new things, being emotional at times (and now..still), feeling unfair with the rest of the siblings and many more. The enthusiasm were filled in and those were the days....

Those days have already passed but the memories remain here for I bring it along with me from day to day.

However, it's not a goodbye to the past. It is only a farewell. Au revoir!  :)