Assalamualaikum wbt
"Let's take the new path and move on."
I may have exaggerate myself on this matter a little too much. But if anyone of you could wear my shoes and feels what I feel, you will understand and stop judging. Moving on is not an easy thing you see. Because in the days that you had gone through before, you had been too attached to the things that had left you. Now that it has already gone, there is a so-called empty space left besides you.
When I was writing this down, there is one word that has distracted me.
'Attached'
Yes, it was because I've been too attached to this worldly thingy, that it has made the process of moving on even harder. I've been putting up hopes together with fear inside, and so when it failed me, now, I am in a very big disappointment and frustration. Fear has finally conquer it all. And because I was so naive, thinking that by giving people second chance (or third chance or fourth chance) could change a situation and could change a person. I was wrong. That formula, was not meant for all.
I am trying my best to be positive and reflect myself on any mistakes that I've made or any parts of me that I have been lacking. Perfection is impossible. But improvement and correction need to be made at all time. I am not going to blame anyone for what had happened, because, who am I to predict that this is to happen? and who am I to judge on the decision that other people have made? and who am I to question why do I need to go through this all over again?
A transition to grow up. Another way of saying 'learn from mistakes'.
As cliche as it sounds, it is still, true and valid. We earn the best from the worst.
When I thought about this matter again, I was actually brought back to the right path through this painful incident. Allah has showed me the way before, but I took it for granted and ignored the light that had been given. I thought that I was right and everything was going to be fine, but now He tested me with this to show me that I was WRONG all this while.
My instinct is right. Allah is actually hearing my prayers and He is giving His protection by guiding me and everybody that involves in it to a straighter and better pathway. Of course!
Now,
Take a deep breath.
Bismillah.
'You must remember in life sometimes little things won't go right' - Love's Shadow
May Allah guide and ease all of us to be a better person.
"Let's take the new path and move on."
I may have exaggerate myself on this matter a little too much. But if anyone of you could wear my shoes and feels what I feel, you will understand and stop judging. Moving on is not an easy thing you see. Because in the days that you had gone through before, you had been too attached to the things that had left you. Now that it has already gone, there is a so-called empty space left besides you.
When I was writing this down, there is one word that has distracted me.
'Attached'
Yes, it was because I've been too attached to this worldly thingy, that it has made the process of moving on even harder. I've been putting up hopes together with fear inside, and so when it failed me, now, I am in a very big disappointment and frustration. Fear has finally conquer it all. And because I was so naive, thinking that by giving people second chance (or third chance or fourth chance) could change a situation and could change a person. I was wrong. That formula, was not meant for all.
I am trying my best to be positive and reflect myself on any mistakes that I've made or any parts of me that I have been lacking. Perfection is impossible. But improvement and correction need to be made at all time. I am not going to blame anyone for what had happened, because, who am I to predict that this is to happen? and who am I to judge on the decision that other people have made? and who am I to question why do I need to go through this all over again?
A transition to grow up. Another way of saying 'learn from mistakes'.
As cliche as it sounds, it is still, true and valid. We earn the best from the worst.
When I thought about this matter again, I was actually brought back to the right path through this painful incident. Allah has showed me the way before, but I took it for granted and ignored the light that had been given. I thought that I was right and everything was going to be fine, but now He tested me with this to show me that I was WRONG all this while.
My instinct is right. Allah is actually hearing my prayers and He is giving His protection by guiding me and everybody that involves in it to a straighter and better pathway. Of course!
Now,
Take a deep breath.
Bismillah.
'You must remember in life sometimes little things won't go right' - Love's Shadow
May Allah guide and ease all of us to be a better person.
