Assalamualaikum wbt
Now I have this very very very bad habit of browsing pages or websites that sell clothes. Maxi dresses, blouses, tunics, shawls, scarfs, palazzo, skirts, pants, bags and many more, just name it! Be it of pastel colour, or with printed flowers on it, or just a plain blouse with elegant patterns at the bottom of it, AND whether it is of chiffon material, English cotton, or Japan koshibo, or polyblended materials, I just can't take my eyes off them!
And today, once again, as I was browsing on Poplook items, my eyes were stunned on this blouse. I had never adore a thing that I can cry when I know I cannot have it. I know it sounds too much. I know, I know. T.T
Gaaaahhhhh! Had been wanting the clothes from Poplook sooooo long ago but I just don't think it is a necessity.
Everytime I went on looking at the clothes one by one, and have some of it that caught my eyes, I will have this loud voice that screams from within as if it is forcing me and urging me to buy it. But the softer voice within is louder than the scream. The one that will comfort me to stay calm, be wise, and think twice. Haha.
And that softer voice always win. Always.
Thank God.
Being a lady, in 20's, has been challenging. The demand. The strong will of materialism.
You will always have that dilemma, and demands for yourself, though you know your limit and you know sometimes, you can't afford it. It is a kind that is worse than a child's demand. The worst of all.
In the end, what I always do, is to accept the victory of that soft voice within me. As a student still, and a person who come from just an ordinary family, I know my limits. I know what I can afford and what I can't. I know what priority should be given first and what should be put at the end of the list.
'Ukur baju di badan sendiri'
A Malay proverb that tell us to recognize and be realistic on our own capability of whatever aspects before you decide on pursuing or doing anything. Strength, finance, health or knowledge.
The key is to be grateful, and your strong desire within you will fade slowly.
Just, stay calm.
And be proud of simplicity.
Now I have this very very very bad habit of browsing pages or websites that sell clothes. Maxi dresses, blouses, tunics, shawls, scarfs, palazzo, skirts, pants, bags and many more, just name it! Be it of pastel colour, or with printed flowers on it, or just a plain blouse with elegant patterns at the bottom of it, AND whether it is of chiffon material, English cotton, or Japan koshibo, or polyblended materials, I just can't take my eyes off them!
And today, once again, as I was browsing on Poplook items, my eyes were stunned on this blouse. I had never adore a thing that I can cry when I know I cannot have it. I know it sounds too much. I know, I know. T.T
Everytime I went on looking at the clothes one by one, and have some of it that caught my eyes, I will have this loud voice that screams from within as if it is forcing me and urging me to buy it. But the softer voice within is louder than the scream. The one that will comfort me to stay calm, be wise, and think twice. Haha.
And that softer voice always win. Always.
Thank God.
Being a lady, in 20's, has been challenging. The demand. The strong will of materialism.
You will always have that dilemma, and demands for yourself, though you know your limit and you know sometimes, you can't afford it. It is a kind that is worse than a child's demand. The worst of all.
In the end, what I always do, is to accept the victory of that soft voice within me. As a student still, and a person who come from just an ordinary family, I know my limits. I know what I can afford and what I can't. I know what priority should be given first and what should be put at the end of the list.
'Ukur baju di badan sendiri'
A Malay proverb that tell us to recognize and be realistic on our own capability of whatever aspects before you decide on pursuing or doing anything. Strength, finance, health or knowledge.
The key is to be grateful, and your strong desire within you will fade slowly.
Just, stay calm.
And be proud of simplicity.
