Assalamualaikum wbt
Yesterday was a confession.
At last.
Just because I cannot continue to pretend in front of my own beloved mother anymore. So she knew it all now. But I have a very strong feeling that she has already knew about this. Well, a mother's instinct.
And,
Just because I cannot pretend in front of myself everyday anymore. So in the end of the conversation, I cried wholeheartedly while laying myself on my mother's lap. It's not that I purposely lie to myself in the days before yesterday. It's just that I do not want to show that I'm weak.
I hold my tears just because I don't want people to see me in sadness. I want to show the world that I am strong and I am totally okay with whatsoever things that are going on in my life. That I have moved on. But then, I personally thought that crying is not a sign of weakness. It's just a way for a person to let go of all the aches inside the heart. So it is okay for you and me to cry.
I did that.
And I am all okay.
Yesterday was a confession.
At last.
Just because I cannot continue to pretend in front of my own beloved mother anymore. So she knew it all now. But I have a very strong feeling that she has already knew about this. Well, a mother's instinct.
And,
Just because I cannot pretend in front of myself everyday anymore. So in the end of the conversation, I cried wholeheartedly while laying myself on my mother's lap. It's not that I purposely lie to myself in the days before yesterday. It's just that I do not want to show that I'm weak.
I hold my tears just because I don't want people to see me in sadness. I want to show the world that I am strong and I am totally okay with whatsoever things that are going on in my life. That I have moved on. But then, I personally thought that crying is not a sign of weakness. It's just a way for a person to let go of all the aches inside the heart. So it is okay for you and me to cry.
I did that.
And I am all okay.
