Assalamualaikum wbt...
Nini : Huda, nanti Kak Nini dah nak pergi dah balik UPM.
Huda : Yeke? Yeay!!Nanti boleh pergi rumah Mami. Makan masakan Mami.
Ummi: Eh, macamtu pulak?!
Huda : Yela, kalau Kak Nini ada nanti Kak Nini asyik marah.
*sedikit hampa di situ sebab mengharapkan bila bagitau Huda, dia akan rasa sedih, because I'm feeling really sad right now :'(. So I twisted the conversation a little bit, hehe *
Nini : Huda, nanti Kak Nini dah balik, Huda dah boleh tidur dengan Kak Nini dah.
Huda : Alaaaaaaaa.....
Nini : Nanti Huda dah tak boleh rasa dah puding karamel Kak Nini
Huda : Alaaaaaaaa....
Nini : Nanti Kak Nini dah takde dah nak buat kek lagi
Huda : Alaaaaaaa,kek Kakak Nini sedap sangat!
*Satisfied!*
It's coming to the end of July and the day of registration is getting near. In a glance, I only have about another month before I leave this house and the rest of the family members, ONCE AGAIN.
*sigh*
I've been away for more than 6 years already (ignoring the holidays). Ever since I made it into the boarding school, life is no more the same as before (during primary school). Of course. Throughout this 6 years of time, I've missed out a lot of things. I've missed out being with the family especially through hard times. Most of the time when I got home, everything seems very fine, very harmony.
Saibah (the 2nd one) told me lots of things that going on while I was not at home. I don't really feel so bad when I heard them. A little guilt perhaps because I did not purposely 'not being there'. But when Maya(the 3rd one) told me the hardships that they need to face while I was not at home, I felt really bad. Really really bad. Terribly felt bad!
" Ko tak rasa! Betapa susahnya dulu. Pagi-pagi pukul 4 dah kena bangun buat burger nak jual....buat air tembikai untuk jual kat bazar...."
But I know Maya didn't intend to make me feel bad. At that time, the words that came out from her, were seem as a 'joke' only. I just don't know why I suddenly felt a huge guiltiness surrounding me at that time.
Anyway, that is life kan? The ups and downs. Recalling the hardships for a certain time is just a way to remind all of us that, things never come easy. Be grateful is the only way. We can't predict the future. Will it continue to rise, or we will suffer the fall again. Pray and keep on praying. Insya Allah, all is well :D
Nini : Huda, nanti Kak Nini dah nak pergi dah balik UPM.
Huda : Yeke? Yeay!!Nanti boleh pergi rumah Mami. Makan masakan Mami.
Ummi: Eh, macamtu pulak?!
Huda : Yela, kalau Kak Nini ada nanti Kak Nini asyik marah.
*sedikit hampa di situ sebab mengharapkan bila bagitau Huda, dia akan rasa sedih, because I'm feeling really sad right now :'(. So I twisted the conversation a little bit, hehe *
Nini : Huda, nanti Kak Nini dah balik, Huda dah boleh tidur dengan Kak Nini dah.
Huda : Alaaaaaaaa.....
Nini : Nanti Huda dah tak boleh rasa dah puding karamel Kak Nini
Huda : Alaaaaaaaa....
Nini : Nanti Kak Nini dah takde dah nak buat kek lagi
Huda : Alaaaaaaa,kek Kakak Nini sedap sangat!
*Satisfied!*
It's coming to the end of July and the day of registration is getting near. In a glance, I only have about another month before I leave this house and the rest of the family members, ONCE AGAIN.
*sigh*
I've been away for more than 6 years already (ignoring the holidays). Ever since I made it into the boarding school, life is no more the same as before (during primary school). Of course. Throughout this 6 years of time, I've missed out a lot of things. I've missed out being with the family especially through hard times. Most of the time when I got home, everything seems very fine, very harmony.
Saibah (the 2nd one) told me lots of things that going on while I was not at home. I don't really feel so bad when I heard them. A little guilt perhaps because I did not purposely 'not being there'. But when Maya(the 3rd one) told me the hardships that they need to face while I was not at home, I felt really bad. Really really bad. Terribly felt bad!
" Ko tak rasa! Betapa susahnya dulu. Pagi-pagi pukul 4 dah kena bangun buat burger nak jual....buat air tembikai untuk jual kat bazar...."
But I know Maya didn't intend to make me feel bad. At that time, the words that came out from her, were seem as a 'joke' only. I just don't know why I suddenly felt a huge guiltiness surrounding me at that time.
Anyway, that is life kan? The ups and downs. Recalling the hardships for a certain time is just a way to remind all of us that, things never come easy. Be grateful is the only way. We can't predict the future. Will it continue to rise, or we will suffer the fall again. Pray and keep on praying. Insya Allah, all is well :D
