Semester Kedua

Assalamualaikum wbt

Tiga hari. Duduk bilik tanpa kerja-kerja penting untuk diselesaikan ------- BOSAN!

Esok Isnin.
Minggu kedua dah untuk semester kedua.
Semester baru mereka sudah bermula minggu lepas. Aku baru nak mula besok. Sebab bagi aku, minggu lepas tak rasa apa sangat pun. Agak kosong. Pendaftaran kursus pun semuanya dah selesai, tak ada masalah. Cuma bab selesaikan hutang 60sen perpustakaan tula yang agak melecehkan. Hanya sebab 60sen nila aku di bawah status berhutang, maka aku tak dapat nak tengok result rasmi Sem 1 -.-

But alhamdulillah, semua dah settle. Result rasmi dah dapat tengok. Syukur alhamdulillah!
Next target : Senarai Dekan.
Insya Allah.

Semester ni, jadual aku agak padat. Sebab tu aku tak ambik koko sem ni, sedang orang lain pulak sibuk nak habiskan dua jam kredit koko tu dalam tahun pertama. Yelah, senang kan. Tahun-tahun akan datang tak payah serabut fikir nak ambik kursus apa untuk koko. Tak apalah. Aku oke. =)

Sem ni jugak, ada dua subjek kimia! Killer subject untuk aku. Waaaarrrgghhhhh!!!
Tapi bila difikir balik, dah aku ambil course makanan, jadi segala tentang makanan adalah kimia.
Aku. Takkan. Boleh. Lari. Dari. Kimia. 
Kimia. Suka. Aku.
Sebab. Aku. Suka. Makanan.
Ngeh3

Practical kitchen pun aku tahu lebih mencabar, tapi interesting! Kali ni, insya Allah, aku akan belajar Baba Nyonya Cuisine, Indian Cuisine, Arabic Cuisine and French Cuisine. The other aim is : to sell our products to the customers through restaurant service. Kemuncaknya nanti, kitorang semua akan adakan event, in which kitorang perlu hasilkan makanan menggunakan herba-herba dan hasil-hasil ladang di UPM sendiri. Menarik kan? Hee.... moga Allah permudahkan.

So, untuk sem ni, ini subjeknya:
Kenegaraan
Hubungan Etnik
Pemakanan dalam Perkhidmatan Makanan
Khidmat Layanan Restoran
Kefungsian Ramuan Makanan
Oral Interaction Skills

6 subjek. Tapi yang jadikan padat sebab ada tiga subjek yang ada lab praktikal, tambah pulak dengan BI yang akan ada tambahan Lab Ellis dan 6 jam practical kitchen. Setakat ni, yang paling frustkan aku dan semua ex-ASPer tentunya subjek 'BBI2420 Oral Interaction Skills' tu, sebab subjek ni kitorang dah ambik dah pun waktu asasi. Masih tak faham kenapa kena ambil lagi sekali. Minggu lepas baru dapat buku modul, and it exactly the same dengan buku modul aku dulu. Aih.

Tak apa, tak apa. Positif.
Ada hikmah.
Teringat kakak naqibah dulu pesan:
"Kadang-kadang kita rasa bosan bila belajar asyik benda yang samaaaaaa je. Di sebaliknya, Allah aturkan begitu, sebab mungkin memang kita tak faham dan tak mahir lagipun dengan benda yang kita dah belajar tu. Diaturkan kita ulang semula benda yang sama, untuk kita ambil peluang perkasakan ilmu tu dalam diri, semat baik-baik"

Betullah tu.


7 Days Results

Assalamualaikum wbt

KPSM ended.... with tears----------- of BIG RELIEF.
Alhamdulillah, I managed to get through this.
I tried to recall things that happened everyday, to let me found out about myself and what I've learnt, so that the seven days won't be a waste.

-That I need to be strong in whatever the situation might be
-Always be prepared for SURPRISES
-That I can actually always be punctual within a short period by neglecting unnecessary things
-That I must always set the right intention deep in my heart in order to get the benefits and blessings
-That the outer appearance has nothing to do with what lies in a person's heart
-That I need to have the courage to stand out from the rest because nobody will do it for me
-That not all people will be pleasured for the things you do, and the things you said
-That certain people are just........... unacceptable!
-Yang tiada gunanya bertengkar atau berdebat dengan orang yang tak pernah nak terima kekalahan
-That creativity can sometimes harm you
-That I should listen to my mother and follow her instinct
-That I cannot really tolerate with stressful situation ------------ which I always ended up crying.
-That my stamina is very low
-That I still cannot communicate properly and fluently in fornt of the 'unknown' people
-That I need to accept people's opinion and critics with an open heart
-That teamwork is very very very crucial in a person's life
-That I must never ever give up on things that I've started and willing to commit with.

I attended this with a feeling of unease.
BUT I told myself that there must be reasons and that I must gain something good from this.
And yes, I got them.
Indeed, it is not something to be regretted.



Away ---- KPSM

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Sedang menanti Abi datang.
Kejap lagi nak gerak dah, pulang semula ke kolej.
KPSM.
Itu tujuannya.
Aku pergi ini dengan hati yang berat. Entah kenapa.
Tapi jauh di sudut hati aku yakin, pasti ada hikmahnya kenapa begini, dan kenapa begitu.
Semua bergantung pada diri aku sendiri.
Aku menanti hasil selepas seminggu.


Masya Allah by Maher Zain


An instant smile on my face whenever I hear it :)



(can't find a really good video for this song)

To be exact, it's actually a wedding song. Just like Barakallahu La Kuma.
But no, the smile has nothing to do with it.
I just feel happy whenever I hear this song. hee :)

LYRIC:
اجمل فرحة هى
يوم فرحكو دة شئ اكيد
ذكريات الليلة ديا
حاضرة مش ممكن تغيب
احساس اليوم دة مين فيكم ينساه
على طول تجمعكو احلى حياة
اجمل فرحة فى حياتكو الليلة
حلوين والله ماشاء الله 
ياسلام ياسلام
ماتباركو يااهل الله
انتو على سنة نبينا
جيتو وكتبتو الكتاب
واحنا طايرة الفرحة بينا
والليلة دى القلب داب
احساس اليوم دة مين فيكم ينساه
على طول تجمعكو احلى حياة


قولو ماشاء الله ويارب تعيشوا احلى سنين
قولو ماشاء الله ويامااحلى زوجين صالحين
ربنا يجمعكو ويا بعض فى الجنة
ربنا يجعلكو طول العمر متفاهمين



Basically, it tells us about the beautiful day ---- the wedding day. The day you got married. The day that a knot is tied. The day which is full of blessings. The day that gather people that we love. 
just, beautiful.

Usia Hanyalah Angka

 
Aku diingatkan sepanjang masa, 
Bahawa usia hanyalah angka,  
Kian bertambah masa ke semasa.

Peringatan buat diri yang alpa,  
Meningkatnya usia tanda singkatnya masa.

Sampai sahaja tiba ajalnya,  
Malaikat datang mengambil nyawa.
 
 
 
Hanya sebuah nukilan setelah bermuhasabah diri di petang hari.
 Moga aku kelak mati dalam keadaan yang beriman. 
Amiin. 

Hanya Rutin Biasa

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Pagi Khamis.
Indah tak indah? Biasa sahaja.
Perut kelaparan.
Lantas aku ke dapur.
Keluarkan sotong masak serai dengan lebihan nasi putih semalam,

Letak kuali, hidupkan api, panaskan minyak, potong sayur.



Tadaaaaa!!


 Nasi Goreng sotong. Muahaha!

Big Bad Wolf is Hunting Little Red Riding Hood!

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Sooooooooo......
BIG BAD WOLF IS COMING TO TOWN AGAIN!

It's the biggest book sales ever!
The discounts are from 75%-95% and this time round, BIGGER DISCOUNTS are waiting!
The sale will be held on the 28th February until the 4th of March at Mines Convention Center (MIECC), Sri Kembangan. 
Usual place lah.


Like the previous BBW, I've been looking forward to set a date for this one too!
Last time, I've made BBW as a reward for me after weeks of busyness ---- assignments, presentations, events, and I ended up buying these :

These for the little sisters at home.

 
And these.. for ME!
So for the next one, I'll find a reason for me to go again. HAHA.
 ONLY IF the pocket money allowed me to do so. Ngeh3. :)


Find out more about BBW at: http://www.facebook.com/bbwbooks

Wake Up Everybody!

Assalamualaikum wbt...

It's 1.25 am. I'm still here, in the living room, in front of the laptop, still not yet done with the proposal for Langkawi trip. No, I'm not part of the AJK. I'm just helping out. Since this is to be presented in front of the BHEP, so I kinda have problems to build up some good sentences to WOW them. haha :)

Now, on my right side is the warm Old Town Hazelnut White Coffee. Emmm, my favourite of all! While on the left side is a slice of Strawberry Marshmallow Cheesecake from Secret Recipe. Songs are playing on the laptop. Ignore the fats and the calories that I might going to gain. This is just perfect!

Lately, I've been thinking about lots of things. For the future, of course. Of what am I going to do after graduate, of whether I should proceed for Master or phD, of marriage, of getting my own car, of getting a good job, of my plan to open up a cafe, of having kids, of having my own house, of everything!

Too much thinking huh?

Yes, I'm that kind of person.

So when I thought of all these things, and wrote them down, I realised that.... everything that I thought of was just for the sake of my life here in this world. None of them, are for the life after a life. You know what I mean? Akhirah.

I think too much about something that is not permanent. Supposedly, I should give my biggest concern on my ibadah, my actions and my deeds for the life hereafter.

That's me. That's us. We often fear of our future in the world but not the fear of meeting the God Almighty, Allah swt. The most important meeting of anything else in the world. You shall not late nor early. Not even a second!

*Slap my face twice*

So wake up Nini, wake up! and wake up everybody, wake up! Wake up!
The time will not wait for us. Nobody will. Let's improve our ibadah, strengthen our iman, and strive towards a wonderful life ahead -------- in Jannatul Firdaus. Insya Allah :)

Ummi

Assalamualaikum wbt

Kala ini,
Ummi sedang duduk bersila di lantai bersama Huda,

Yang paling muda dalam keluarga
Makan bersama-samanya
Suapan nasi dan hirupan sup tulang
Itu dinikmati bersama

Sambil itu,
Ummi layan juga
Celotehnya
Gelak tawanya
Ngada-ngadanya
Degilnya
Semestinya, itu sahajalah penghibur terbaik sepanjang menjadi ibu.

Aku pasti
Begitulah juga ummi layan kakak-kakak Huda
Dari puteri pertama
Hingga puteri kelima
Semuanya, dengan penuh kasih sayang.

Rindu.
Aku rindu.
Rindu dengan segalanya.

Waktu-waktu itu
Tidak akan bisa dikembalikan
Tidak akan bisa aku jejak pun walau selangkah

Namun, langkah ke hadapan tetap ada
Itu yang membawa aku hingga ke saat ini
Dan juga akan datang
Sehinggalah ke saat-saat
Langkah itu membawa aku, kamu, kalian, dan mereka
Ke alam yang gelap-gelita

Waktu itu,
Adakah aku mampu?
Melepaskan ummi yang ku cinta?
Dan andai kata,
Aku tiba dahulu,
Adakah
Orang yang akan tidak mampu melepaskan aku?

Ummi,
Anakmu ini rindu.
Rindu denganmu.
Walau ku tahu, setiap detik kau tetap di hatiku.

Ummi,
Anakmu ini takut.
Takut dengan segalanya.
Kemungkinan untuk apa sahaja perkara.

Ummi,
Doakanlah anakmu ini.
Yang makin diselubungi kerisauan
Hari demi hari
Entah mengapa
Namun ku tahu
Adamu
Dapat mengingatkan aku
Untuk sentiasa tenang
Kerana Allah ada
Apa jua keadaannya.

Ummi,
Sayu setiap kali melihatmu walau kadang kala
Ada yang kita tidak sehala

Sungguh
Melahirkanku ke dunia ini sudah cukup banyak ertinya buatku
Dan ku pasti buatmu juga
Tidak akan mampu aku membalas setiap keringatmu untukku
Membesarkanku hinggalah kini
Terima kasih, UMMI!




Towards 20

Assalamualaikum wbt

It's the first day of February! You see how fast time flies?
I feel like it was just yesterday that I took a step into 2013, and now,
January has already waved goodbye. Au revoir!

Bonjour February!

Heheee...
As time passes without us noticing it, we do know that we are actually growing up, getting older day by day.
How incredible is that huh?
Well, this year, I'm about to be 20! Oh Allah, 20 okee! 20!
'TUH-WEN-TEE'
Hehee.

Many of my friends have already reach 20 in January. There's a little feeling of awkward when you wish :
"HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY!"
Awkward. Yes.
Feels like telling them :
"SO OLD LA YOU!"   XP
Can't believe that the people around me are growing up so fast. Especially those who have been so close to me, those who have been with me for so many years     ----- We grew up together.

Well,
20 seems to be a very big deal to lots of people who just reached it.
Indeed, it is a big number. But when I'm 30, I'm sure 20 is just a small number. Very young!
Just like when I was 10, and I thought 10 was a very big number, and now that I'm turning 20, 10 is just.....
sooooooo small! soooooo young! soooooo childish! sooooooo innocent?
Oh well, I'm not gonna say 20 will ensure me a maturity. hehe

Doesn't matter about the age. What matter is the things that happened along the years that we had been through. What have been achieved?

20 years ago was amazing to me.
From a little baby, and now.... a lady. Heee
Isn't is amazing?
Subhanallah.
Ummi and Abi must've been proud for raising me til this far.
They must be surprised on how much their daughters have grown up and now they have a 20-to-be daughter!

Years ago, I'd never thought that I would reach 20 and what was it going to be like when it happens.
Now it's happening, soon.... insya Allah.
So I'm thinking of what will happen in the next 20 years if Allah permits me to continue living on His earth.
Married? Kids? phD graduate? succesful carrier? Businesswoman? Big house? Luxurious life? healthy and strong? or maybe......
the other way round. Nauzubillah.

Whatever it is,
May Allah ease me to go through this whole journey of life. Amiinn...